brownies sometime.â
I slid the card into my shirt pocket. âThanks.â I looked at her. âWhy are you being so good to me?â
She smiled and I saw something both beautiful and sad in her eyes. âYou seem like a really nice guy who just had a lot of bad things happen to him all at once.â
I looked down for a moment and slowly exhaled. Then I looked back into her eyes. âYou might have saved my life tonight.â
âI know.â She reached over and again touched my hand. âAll bad things pass with time. You can trust me on that.â
I cupped her hand with mine. âThank you.â
âMy pleasure. Take care of yourself,â she said.
âYou too. Good night.â I stepped out of her car onto the curb and shut the door behind me. She pulled into the road, made a U-turn and waved once more before she drove off, disappearing behind a curtain of snow. My mother was right. Angels do walk the earth.
I went back looking for Macy.
Apparently she doesnât exist.
MARK SMARTâS DIARY
I couldnât get Macy out of my mind. I even dreamed about her. I felt as if Iâd been sleepwalking through the past few days, and part of me wondered if I had really seen her or if sheâd been the light at the end of a nightmare. Either way I knew I had to see her again.
I borrowed my landlordâs phone and got through to the mechanic on my first call. He agreed to meet me at my car around noon, a little more than an hour from then. I quickly showered and dressed, then ran to catch the bus.
The blizzard had passed, leaving the valley still and buried in snow. The sun was out but apparently just for show, as the air bit fiercely, turning my cheeks and ears red as I waited at the bus stop. The bus dropped me off just a few blocks east of the coffee shop, and I walked past it toward my car. The city snowplows had been by in the night and snow had been pushed clear up to my carâs windows. I now realized that I had stopped in a no-parking zone, but I couldnât tell if I had a parking ticket. At least it hadnât been towed. In truth, my thoughts were less on my car than they were on Macy. I checked my watch. I still had ten minutes to noon. The mechanic hadnât arrived, so I walked into the café.
The place was crowded, and as I looked around I suddenly felt a little anxious. What would I say to her? What if she didnât want to see me again? I mean, you might give a panhandler a dollar, but you donât necessarily want to bring him home for dinner.
I went to the back of the line at the cash register. When I reached the front, a young woman with eyes rimmed with dark mascara and wearing a Bruce Springsteen T-shirt looked up and smiled at me. âWhat can I get for you, honey?â
âIâm looking for Macy.â
She looked at me blankly. âMacy?â
âYes.â
âAm I supposed to know who that is?â
âShe works here.â
Her brow creased. âI donât know any Macy. Do you mean Mary?â
âNo, Macy. She works the night shift.â
The woman shook her head. âMary works the night shift.â She turned to a coworker who was pounding coffee grounds from a grate. âYou know of any Macy who works here?â
âMacy?â
âYeah.â
âYou mean Mary?â
She turned to me. âYou sure you donât mean Mary?â
âNo, itâs Macy. Like the department store.â
âWhat does she look like?â
âSheâs small. Has short auburn hair. Big eyes. Really pretty.â
âThatâs Mary.â
âWhatâs her last name?â I asked.
âHummel.â
âNo, her last name is Wood.â
âThereâs no one named Wood here.â
I didnât know what to say. The woman looked at me with pity, and I guessed she was thinking I had asked for the name of one of her coworkers and had been given a fake one. Or maybe I just
David Sherman & Dan Cragg