dripping down her back from the ponytail sheâd tucked through the hole in her cap, but she didnât bother to remedy that. Instead, she watched him narrowly, wary of double meanings. There were always double meanings with Colt Dickenson. âYou need a ride home.â
He gave her a solemn nod, seeming to have his smile under control. âYeah.â
âHowâd you get here then?â
âToby gave me a lift.â
âWhy donât you just have him lift you on back?â
âHeâs got a trailer full of horses to take care of.â He did grin now, but cautiously, almost innocently. âYou wanna buy them, too?â
She considered telling him to get out, to shut up, to drop dead for all she cared. But at twenty-eight years of age she was a little long in the tooth for such dramatics. âPut your seat belt on,â she ordered and started up Olâ Puke. Well into its third decade, the Chevy truck ran loud enough to rattle the fenders.
âI donât think it has a seat belt,â Dickenson said.
She scowled at him as she pulled out of the parking lot. He was pushing aside a tattered envelope and a single rawhide glove, searching in the groove between the seats for the device.
âThen just . . .â His forage through the detritus of her life was embarrassing. âJust donât die until you get out. Okay?â
âHell, Case, I didnât think you cared,â he said.
She snorted and he chuckled. They rolled along in silence for most of three miles. In the darkness up ahead two bucks stood at the side of the road, antlers raised, red eyes gleaming. They remained frozen for a moment, then leaped away, breaking a hole in the darkness.
âIâm sorry about your dad.â His voice was quiet, devoid of humor for once.
She didnât look at him. âThanks.â
âHeart attack, huh?â
âThatâs what the cardiologist said.â
âWas he sick beforehand?â
She shrugged. The movement felt stiff. âHe never wanted to go to a doctor.â
âBut everything seemed okay right up to the end?â
âYes.â It was a bald-faced lie and surprisingly well delivered. She tightened her hands on the steering wheel and kept her gaze on the gravel road ahead. âI found him in the heifer pasture one morning.â
âSo what brought you home in the first place?â
âSome of us visit our families now and then, Dickenson.â Guilt made her tone sharper than sheâd intended.
âFor nine months?â
How the devil did he know how long sheâd been home? she wondered, but she kept her tone casual. âHe needed a little help around the ranch. Iâll be going back to Saint Paul as soon as I can get things straightened out here.â
âThings?â
âIâll have to sell the place.â
There was a moment of absolute silence, then, âYouâre selling the Lazy?â
âA girl canât . . .â She stopped herself before her fatherâs words escaped into the ether, though she had no reason to believe they were wrong. âThis isnât where I belong. Besides, I have to get back to work.â
From the corner of her eye she could see him watching her, but he didnât speak for a moment.
âI hear youâre a secretary,â he said finally.
Maybe it was his tone that put her back up. Maybe it was the fact that she was a secretary. âAdministrative assistant.â
âOh, sorry, I thought you were a secretary.â
She felt her teeth grind. âYou know, Dickie, not everything has to be a death-defying adventure.â
He stared at her for a second, then chuckled. âI suppose not. Anyway, I guess congratulations are in order.â
âCongratulations?â she said and turned toward him.
He raised one brow. âYouâre engaged, right?â
âOh.â She felt herself blush and resented her fair Celtic