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feelings really will slice me to pieces.
    How can she stand to feel this much? Just a taste of her is driving me crazy.
    Her legs wrap around me again until her ankles press against the small of my back.
    “I need you. Now,” I murmur, pressing my lips to her temple.
    “No blindfold? No cuffs?” she asks, breathless.
    I shake my head. “Just you.”
    Her mouth forms a small smile before she brings her lips to mine again. This woman is going to be my undoing.
    I should use a condom, but I can’t bring myself to put anything between us, and the way Lola bucks her hot, wet pussy against my cock makes me believe she wants me bare too.
    “I need to be inside you right now, sweet girl.”
    “Yes,” she breathes.
    Pushing forward, I sink my cock into her tight, slick heat and push aside all my fears. For now, there is only Lola.
    Hot. Wet. Heaven.
    My heaven.
    I’m balls deep with one thrust.
    Fuck .
    Her inner muscles clamp down, and she squeezes me.
    “Goddamn, baby. Go easy on me,” I say, looking into the most beautiful blue eyes I’ve ever seen. “You’re so fucking tight.”
    “Burke…” she murmurs my name, tossing her head back as her eyes go hazy. “You’re so big… I love it.” 
    As I begin to move inside her, she moans and rakes her fingernails against my back. We move together until she tightens again, and comes with a shuddering scream and the echo of my name.
    Her pussy slams down around me, and my own orgasm pulls me under. Her name falls from my lips as I let go of my control, spilling deep inside of her. We collapse in each other’s arms and lay together in spent exhaustion.
    “It should always be like this,” she says sleepily.
    Fear is a cold knot in my stomach. This kind of vanilla sex—the kind that feels so much like making love—is not part of our deal. And if I let myself have this side of her, I won’t be able to keep myself from falling for her.
    And falling for Lola would be the biggest mistake of my life.
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

Chapter Three
    Lola
     
    My head is tucked against Burke’s chest, and the even beating of his heart keeps time with my own. I’m relaxed for the first time in days. This must be what happy feels like. My mouth curves up in a smile. I never expected to find this with Burke. He’s not exactly the kind of guy you associate with a long-term relationship.
    But that’s exactly what this has begun to feel like. A relationship. I shiver and press closer to him, but I’m already beginning to feel farther away. I don’t need to ask Burke to know he doesn’t do relationships. This thing between us was only ever supposed to be a fling. Thirty nights—that’s our expiration date.
    My happiness is already beginning to fade as fear drifts back in. Fear for Hope. Am I betraying her by being happy here when I should be out there looking for her? Then there’s a different fear, a fear for my own heart.
    I’m missing something with this investigation, and I know it. It’s a feeling in the pit of my stomach—there’s one more awful discovery out there just waiting for me, and when I uncover it, nothing will ever be the same.
    I turn restlessly in Burke’s arms. His even breathing signals that he has already fallen asleep. I want to know every little detail about him, but I know the more I learn the harder it’s going to be when I have to leave him. If I’d had any sense I never would have made the bargain that landed me in his bed. From the first time I saw him I knew the spark between us was strong enough to burn down this entire town. Someday maybe I’ll have enough sense to listen to my gut when it screams danger! But today is not that day.
    I sigh and stare up at the ceiling. No matter what happens next, my heart doesn’t stand a chance.
     
    * * *
     
    The next morning, Burke got up and went to deal with Second Circle business while I lingered in bed for a few more hours before finally getting up.
    I shower in his opulent bathroom and try