came swiftly, touching her heart with fullness, as when she saw a child smile. His friendly, impudent handsomeness would melt stone, she thought, and now he came prowling around the table, and, out of cheerful deviltry, put his arms around her and lifted her off the floor, kissing her neck at the hairline.
âNow put me down,â she scolded him. She was aware only then that perhaps there was a sharpness in her voice, and a faint depression touched her and saddened her. It was always this way, when their greeting was over, and the world was as it was instead of made charmed and wonderful by this man she would marry.
She began laying food on the table and Frank dragged one of the chairs out and sat down. He ran his fingers through his short, tousled hair and yawned, and Carrie said, âBad trip?â
âIt was all right going out.â He broke off a piece of bread, took a bite of it, and said around it, âHowâs the Judge?â
âFine,â Carrie said. Her back was to him and now she turned and said over her shoulder, âBefore I forget it, heâll want to see you, Frank.â He looked up and she said soberly, âAbout Saber. You own it now.â
Frank grimaced and looked at his bread. âIâll have to grow me some mustaches and a belly.â
Carrie said lightly, âIâd trade both of them for a couple of roots.â As soon as it was out, she regretted saying it. She got out a plate of cold steaks and a dish of cold fried potatoes and set them, along with a pitcher of milk, on the table, and then looked at Frank.
He was watching her, his eyes serious, and said, âAll right. Iâll grow roots, too.â
Carrie poured herself a glass of milk and sat down opposite Frank. He ate silently, swiftly for a moment, and then said, âIâll tell you a story.â He raised his fork, and pointed it at her, a frown on his forehead.
Carrie laughed. âEmpty your mouth first.â
Fork still in the air, Frank chewed a moment on a bite of steak and swallowed it, then waved the fork at her. âI was crossing Roan Creek this morning when I remembered that string of trout pools in Wells Canyon. I cut over to take a look at themâat one pool especially. Iâve fished it ever since I was a kid, and for one fish.â He paused, and lowered his fork. âHeâs still there.â
âThe same fish?â
Frank nodded. âThe same fish.â He looked at his plate, scowling. âThat got me to thinking.â
âHow fat, dumb and happy he was for staying in the same pool?â Carrie asked dryly.
Frank glanced up, a faint shock in his eyes, and Carrie thought swiftly, miserably, Why do I do that?
âYeah,â Frank said slowly. âI kind of like him for that, Carrie. I donât think Iâll try to catch him any more.â
A faint exasperation stirred in Carrie. Fat, dumb and happy had been her own words, but Frank had accepted them, and they described, she thought bitterly, his opinion of men who stayed in the same place for a lifetime. She felt the old skepticism, the old disbelief in him coming back like a wave of nausea, and it frightened her. It laid its dead hand on every hour of her life, and she hated it.
She rose now and went to the counter and cut out a wedge of berry pie, put it on a plate, and returned to the table. Sitting down, she said, âThen you werenât in such a hurry to get back.â
âNo, I wanted Rob buried,â Frank said.
Carrie looked at him pleadingly. âDonât, Frank. Heâs dead.â
âGood,â Frank said. He glanced up to see the distaste in Carrieâs eyes, and now he shoved the plate of pie away from him. He looked at her levelly and murmured, âI guess we fight tonight.â
âIs that new?â Carrie asked bitterly, softly.
Frank reached across the table and took her hand, and his eyes were serious, without humor and without