time to have the flu. Perhaps Cathryn was exaggerating, but he knew better than to question. In fact, it was better to change the subject. âWhatâs wrong with the Schonhauser boy?â The Schonhausers were neighbors who lived about a mile up the river. Henry Schonhauser was a chemist at M.I.T. and one of the few people with whom Charles enjoyed socializing. The Schonhauser boy, Tad, was a year older than Michelle, but because of the way their birthdays fell, they were in the same class.
Cathryn stepped out of the shower, pleased that her tactic to get Charles to look at Michelle had worked so perfectly. âTadâs been in the hospital for three weeks. I hear heâs very sick but I havenât spoken with Marge since he went in.â
âWhatâs the diagnosis?â Charles poised the razor below his left sideburn.
âSomething Iâve never heard of before. Elastic anemia or something,â said Cathryn, toweling herself off.
âAplastic anemia?â asked Charles with disbelief.
âSomething like that.â
âMy God,â said Charles, leaning on the sink. âThatâs awful.â
âWhat is it?â Cathryn experienced a reflex jolt of panic.
âItâs a disease where the bone marrow stops producing blood cells.â
âIs it serious?â
âItâs always serious and often fatal.â
Cathrynâs arms hung limply at her sides, her wet hair like an unwrung mop. She could feel a mixture of sympathy and fear. âIs it catching?â
âNo,â said Charles absently. He was trying to remember what he knew of the affliction. It was not a common illness.
âMichelle and Tad have spent quite a bit of time together,â said Cathryn. Her voice was hesitant.
Charles looked at her, realizing that she was pleading for reassurance. âWait a minute. Youâre not thinking that Michelle might have aplastic anemia, are you?â
âCould she?â
âNo. My God, youâre like a med student. You hear of a new disease and five minutes later either you or the kids have it. Aplastic anemia is as rare as hell. Itâs usually associated with some drug or chemical. Itâs either a poisoning or an allergic reaction. Although most of the time the actual cause is never found. Anyway, itâs not catching; but that poor kid.â
âAnd to think I havenât even called Marge,â said Cathryn. She leaned forward and looked at her face in the mirror. She tried to imagine the emotional strain Marge was under and decided sheâd better go back to making lists like she did before getting married. There was no excuse for such thoughtlessness.
Charles shaved the left side of his face wondering if aplastic anemia was the kind of disease he should look into. Could it possibly shed some clue on the organization of life? Where was the control that shut the marrow down? That was a cogent question because, after all, it was the control issue which Charles felt was key to understanding cancer.
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With the knuckle of his first finger, Charles knocked softly on Michelleâs door. Listening, he heard only the sound of the shower coming from the connecting bathroom. Quietly he opened the door. Michelle was lying in bed, facing away from him. Abruptly she turned over and their eyes met. A line of tears which sparkled in the morning light ran down her flushed cheeks. Charlesâs heart melted.
Sitting on the edge of her eyelet-covered bed, he bent downand kissed her forehead. With his lips he could tell she had a fever. Straightening up, Charles looked at his little girl. He could so easily see Elizabeth, his first wife, in Michelleâs face. There was the same thick, black hair, the same high cheekbones and full lips, the same flawless olive skin. From Charles, Michelle had inherited intensely blue eyes, straight white teeth, and unfortunately a somewhat wide nose. Charles believed she was the most beautiful