ready.â
JJ took the pistol from him and rolled it in his hand. It felt cool and light. Like a toy. He pictured Florian.
POP .
Florian.
POP .
Florian.
POP .
Florian.
POP .
âOkay,â he told them. âIâll do it.â
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Sometimes days fly past like the wind. Here it was, three nights later, and JJ, sweating despite the evening cool, found the four Killers at the familiar place in the park, deep shadows playing over their expectant faces.
âI did it.â The words burst from his mouth in a breathy explosion. He raised the pistol in front of him. It glinted in a narrow beam of moonlight. âFriends for life, right?â
He waited for them to react. To congratulate him. Some high fives. Some knuckle slaps. So, why the silent treatment?
âYou donât believe me?â JJ shoved the pistol back into his jeans. He leaned against a tree trunk and stared down at them. âI did it. Just like you said. I killed Florian. Shot him in the head.â
More silence. Sammy and Eduardo exchanged glances. Maria bit her bottom lip.
âI waited for the restaurant to close,â JJ said. âThere was no one around. The parking lot was totally dark. I walked up behind him and shot him in the head. He dropped onto the trunk of his car. Didnât know what hit him.â
Maria let out a gasp. She looked away.
âYou shot him?â Bony said finally. He kept blinking. âYou really shot him?â
JJ nodded.
âBut we loaded the gun with blanks,â Sammy squeaked.
âYeah. Tell me about it,â JJ said. âI took the pistol to a firing range to try it out. All six chambers were loaded with blanks. So I bought a box of bullets for it. Guess you guys messed up.â
âNo way,â Bony said, shaking his head. âIt was supposed to be blanks, JJ. You werenât supposed to kill anyone. It was just a joke, see. The whole thing was a joke.â
JJâs eyes grew wide. He opened his mouth, but no words came out.
âIt was a joke, dude,â Eduardo said. âWeâre not killers. We didnât kill anyone. Youâre the new kid. You looked so desperate. We thought weâd have some fun with you, thatâs all.â
âFun?â JJ said in a whisper. â Fun? â
âWe were messing with you, man,â Bony said. âWe were punking you.â
âWhy did you put real bullets in the gun?â Maria cried. âYou werenât supposed to!â She had tears in her eyes, and her chin quivered. âYou werenât supposed to kill anyone.â
JJ slammed his open hand against the tree trunk. âOh, please . . . Oh, please, oh, please. I killed Florian. You told me I had to. Now you tell me itâs a joke? But itâs NOT a joke! I killed him!â
âJJ, sit down,â Maria said, tears running down her cheeks. She patted the grass beside her. âWe have to talk about this. All of us.â
JJ didnât move from the tree trunk. âIâm a murderer ,â he uttered in a low, trembling voice. âA murderer, all because of a joke .â
âBut no one saw you, right?â Sammy asked. âThereâs no way anyone knows it was you, JJ.â
JJ shut his eyes tight. His jaw clenched and unclenched. The others watched him in silence. âNo. No one saw me,â he said finally. âNo one knows . . .â
His eyes opened wide. âExcept you guys. Youâre the only ones who know I killed him. Youâre, like, witnesses or something.â
He stepped away from the tree. His whole body stiffened. He jammed his hand into his jeans pocket and brought out the pistol.
âHey, donât get crazy,â Bony said. He jumped up from the grass. He took a step toward JJ. âWeâre not going to snitch on you, man.â
âNo, youâre not going to snitch on me,â JJ said softly. He pointed the pistol at Bony. âI wonât let you
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