your own benefit and made up all the pretty lies about how we fell in love at first sight? Think about it.” While she could still resist the temptation to attack Bert with the nearest heavy object, Lanie shut her mouth and walked out on him and Wayne. The pleasure she’d held close to her heart on the trip back from the Keys and the anticipation of meeting JD casually at Bennie’s Place gave way to despair as she locked herself in her bedroom, undressed and choked back the warring emotions that were tearing her apart. * * * * * As soon as he got out of court the following Thursday, JD stepped through the heavy oak doors at Bennie’s Place, looking around for the third straight day in the hope of finding Lanie there. He’d called her office and tried her cell phone several times each day without managing to connect, and he’d begun to wonder if he’d imagined the two amazing days they’d shared the weekend before. When he saw her return his smile and wave, his doubts disappeared. It hadn’t been his imagination. Trying not to appear in too much of a hurry, he made his way back to the booth where she was sitting and slid onto the seat opposite her. If she’d tried, she couldn’t have found a place where she’d be more difficult to spot. That annoyed him at first, because it stuck in his craw that she wanted to keep their relationship under wraps. But then he got close enough to see her features and he could tell she was distraught. Barely acknowledging his presence, she sat and played with an uneaten bread bowl that had apparently held her lunch. “What’s wrong?” He assumed she’d lost a case or come upon some unexpected snag with a potential witness. “You look as though you’ve just lost your best friend.” “Getting a divorce, even when there are no kids involved, is proving to be much more complicated than the professor in my family law class led me to believe.” She smiled at him but the smile didn’t reach her beautiful dark-blue eyes. “At any rate, this divorce is.” “Are you representing yourself?” “Yes. I know what you’re thinking, and several people have already reminded me that a lawyer who represents herself has a fool for a client. Wayne insisted that we handle this ourselves.” “If you’re already looking down and out because it’s not going well, I think you ought to take that sage advice.” He hated to see Lanie upset, and someone or something had obviously placed obstacles in her way. “I’ve never worked in the family law arena, but Winston-Roe has a whole division full of attorneys who could take that burden off your hands. I’d be glad to introduce you to one of my partners if the senator’s giving you a hard time about the division of assets.” “If only…” Her words trailed off. “I don’t want anything from Wayne except my freedom. He can keep the house, his money and whatever else he owns. I just want to walk away in peace.” She looked around as though afraid someone would overhear what she’d just said. When JD reached across the table to take her hand she jerked it away. “We can’t…” This wasn’t the same beautiful young woman who’d spent the better part of the weekend before in his arms, looking forward to being free from a marriage that obviously hadn’t been working for a long time. “Have you changed your mind?” It would kill him if she’d suddenly decided she wanted to stay in what she’d described as an empty shell of a relationship. As he watched her fiddle with the bread bowl he realized just how far his feelings for her had grown over such a short time span. When she looked across the table and met his questioning gaze, he realized he’d been holding his breath. “No. I haven’t changed my mind but I’ve realized there’s more to ending my marriage than simply walking away.” She glanced around the room again as though she expected someone to come up and confront them. “I can’t talk about it here.