was cool with old deaths, old stones grown in far Italian mountains to be shipped here to this green tunnel, under skies too bright in summer, too sad in winter.
Douglas stared. The entire territory swarmed with ancient terrors and dooms. The Great Army stood around him and he looked to see if the invisible webbed wings in the rushing air ran lost in the high elms and maples.And did they feel all that? Did they hear the autumn chestnuts raining in catâsoft thumpings on the mellow earth? But now all was the fixed blue lost twilight which sparked each stone with light specules where fresh yellow butterflies had once rested to dry their wings and now were gone.
Douglas led his suddenly disquieted mob into a further land of stillness and made them tie a bandanna over his eyes; his mouth, isolated, smiled all to itself.
Groping, he laid hands on a tombstone and played it like a harp, whispering.
âJonathan Silks. 1920. Gunshot.â Another: âWill Colby. 1921. Flu.â
He turned blindly to touch deepâcut green moss names and rainy years, and old games played on lost Memorial Days while his aunts watered the grass with tears, their voices like windswept trees.
He named a thousand names, fixed ten thousand flowers, flashed ten million spades. âPneumonia, gout, dyspepsia, TB. All of âem taught,â said Doug. âTaught to
learn
how to die. Pretty dumb lying here, doing nothing, yup?â
âHey Doug,â Charlie said, uneasily. âWe met here to plan our army, not talk about dying. Thereâs a billion years between now and Christmas. With all that time to fill, I got no time to die. I woke this morning and said to myself, âCharlie, this is swell,
living
. Keep
doing
it!ââ
âCharlie, thatâs how they
want
you to talk!â
âAm I wrinkly, Doug, and dogâpee yellow? Am I fourteen, Doug, or fifteen or twenty?
Am
I?â
âCharlie, youâll spoil everything!â
âIâm just not
worried
.â Charlie beamed. âI figure everyone dies, but when itâs
my
turn, Iâll just say no thanks. Bo, you goinâ to die someday? Pete?â
âNot me!â
âMe either!â
âSee?â Charlie turned to Doug. âNobodyâs dyinâ like flies. Right now weâll just lie like houndâdogs in the shade. Cool off, Doug.â
Douglasâs hands fisted in his pockets, clutching dust, marbles, and a piece of white chalk. At any moment Charlie would run, the gang with him, yapping like dogs, to flop in deep grapeâarbor twilight, not even swatting flies, eyes shut.
Douglas swiftly chalked their names, CHARLIE, TOM, PETE, BO, WILL, SAM, HENRY, AND RALPH, on the gravestones, then jumped back to let them spy themselves, so much chalkâdust on marble, flaking, as time blew by in the trees.
The boys stared for a long, long time, silent, their eyes moving over the strange shapes of chalk on the cold stone. Then, at last, there was the faintest exhalation of a whisper.
âAinât going to die!â cried Will. âIâll fight!â
âSkeletons donât fight,â said Douglas.
âNo, sir!â Will lunged at the stone, erasing the chalk, tears springing to his eyes.
The other boys stood, frozen.
âSure,â Douglas said. âTheyâll teach us at school, say, hereâs your heart, the thing you get attacks with! Show you bugs you canât
see
! Teach you to jump off buildings, stab people, fall and not move.â
âNo, sir,â Sam gasped.
The great meadow of graveyard rippled under the last fingers of fading sunlight. Moths fluttered around them, and the sound of a graveyard creek ran over all their cold moonlit thoughts and gaspings as Douglas quietly finished:â Sure, none of us wants to just lie here and never play kickâtheâcan again. You want all that?â
âHeck no, Dougâ¦â
âThen we
stop
it! We find out
Terry Ravenscroft, Ravenscroft