her body throbbed with every move. When she finally made it into the kitchen, she crawled toward the cabinet under the sink, opened it, and pulled out Derrickâs .357 handgun.
âWhat you gonâ do with that?â Derrick growled as he held on to the kitchen wall with one hand and his crotch with the other hand.
Ignoring him as she got up, Relisha gripped the gun in her hand and aimed it at him.
âGet that shit out of my face! Are you crazy?â
Twisting up her nose as she stared at Derrick through her scornful eyes and shaking her head in disbelief. she finally took heed to how the love of her life had drastically changed for the worst. Derrickâs masculine features, soft, creamy brown skin, and long dreadlocks were long gone. Now, he was a shell of his old image, nearly a hundred pounds with matted dreads and an empty look in his eyes.
Cocking the gun as she placed her hand on the trigger, she said, âI will no longer be your punching bag, Derrick. Goodbye, my love.â She squeezed the trigger three times and watched as all three bullets pierced his chest, instantly killing him.
Jadedly making her way out of the kitchen, she stared at his lifeless body one last time before making her way toward her bedroom. Walking into it and reaching into her closet, she pulled out all of her clothes and the rest of her belongings before she packed them up and left their apartment for good.
A couple of months after Relisha killed Derrick, she became homeless. She went from living on the streets and eating out of garbage cans to living in homeless shelters. After losing a large amount of weight from lack of eating daily, Relisha lost her job at Club 412 and just when she thought that things couldnât get any worse, she found out she was pregnant with twins. Completely broken and having nowhere to turn, she finally made it back to the neighborhood where she was born and raised, Northview Heights.
Even though Northview Heights was a high-crime neighborhood, it was still home for her. When she arrived back, five monthsâ pregnant with twin boys, and appearing shattered, she stopped at her old neighbor, Melissa Johnsonâs, house and knocked on the door.
When Melissa answered the door and noticed Relisha, she welcomed her in with warming arms. Melissa, who was in her mid-thirties, was a kindhearted woman who went out of her way to help and provide for a pregnant Relisha. She showered her with motherly love, gave her food, clothes, and a place to rest her head. But after Relisha gave birth to her twin sons, naming them Deion and Dayâonne, she started to take advantage of Melissa. She would stay out late hours of the night while Melissa stayed up in the house taking care of the twins. At first, Melissa didnât speak too much on it, reasoning she was acting out on all of the things that sheâd been through. But when the twins turned one and Relisha failed to show up on their birthday, sheâd had enough.
âHey, girl!â Relisha said as she staggered into Melissaâs apartment.
It was one in the morning and as Melissa sat there in the living room, with her legs and hands crossed, she shook her head in pity as the strong smell of marijuana and alcohol assaulted her nose.
âLook, baby girl, you have to go. Not now, but right now,â Melissa said as she stood up.
âWhat the hell you mean I got to go? This is my house, too!â Relisha yelled, her words slurring.
âIâm sorry, but last time I checked, I pay the bills in here while you rip and run the streets. You have two boys to take care of but youâd rather party and stay out? Iâve had enough of it! Your clothes are already packed at the door.â
âYeah, whatever! You can keep those bastard kids here! I couldnât care less about all of you!â she yelled as she stormed toward the door, grabbed her clothes, and wobbled out of the front door.
An hour later, Relisha showed up at