him, but I guessed he was going out to lunch, and maybe the woman was a client. He came in the front door with this woman. It was right near the hat department. He didnât come over to me or anything. They just stood there, he and I waved and smiled, but the woman just stood looking at me, and then they left. Then, a couple of months later, when my aunt told me I was adopted, she said remember that woman in the store with Frank? Well, that was her. Emily. She wanted to have a look at me.â
âBut what was she like?â
âWellâI didnât notice her much, Betsy. Why would I? It was my father I kept looking at, trying to figure out what on earth he was doing there and why he didnât come over. I asked him, by the way, and he said something about this client he took out to lunch and she wanted to stop in and pick up something for somebody, a gift, I donât know, and then changed her mind. I hardly remember. But the woman ⦠I know she was tall, like us, and she had a lot of brown hair. I have no idea how old she was. She looked very chic, I think. Most of all I remember she looked happy . Now isnât that odd? She lookedâjoyful. Seeing me, I suppose. Seeing with her own eyes that her daughter was well, was grown-up and healthy, had parents who looked after her, with your grandpa a prosperous lawyerâa pillar of the community and all that. I suppose. But I could tell, even though she did nothing but stand there and look, that she was full of happiness, and then she took my dadâs arm and they walked away.â
Betsy looked at her piece of blue stationery. It read:
1922
668 Spring St., Syracuse
Emily Lofting/Loftigâunmarried?
1941, seen Syracuse, Chappellâs Depât. Store, with Grandpa tallâbrown hairâjoyfulâchic.
âItâs not an awful lot to go on Mother.â
âItâs enough,â Violet said confidently. âThe woman in that article had less. What did you do with it? Read it.â
âItâs right here. I will.â Betsy folded the clipping inside the blue stationery.
âWill you get started right away?â Violet was smiling with excitement.
âI give my last exam tomorrowâtoday. I could start Monday.â
âStart with the voting lists. The city directory. Birth records.â
âWhat does your birth certificate say?â Betsy asked suddenly.
Violet looked at her wide-eyed. âI donât know.â
âYou must know. You had to have it when you got married, didnât you? Where is it?â
Violet was thinking. âGrandma. Grandma. Your grandma. She went down to the county clerkâs office â¦â There was a pause while she frowned and tapped her forehead with her finger. âThink. Think.â She shook her head. âI canât remember. I will, though, and Iâll call you.â
âWeâll be over for dinner Saturday.â
âBut not a word in front of your grandpa!â
âNo, I know.â
âOh, what was it? My mother did something about my birth certificate when I got married. Now what? What? â
âItâll come to you. Iâll see if I can get a copy of it at the courthouse.â Betsy stood up. âCan I go home to bed?â She grinned, lest she be accused of testiness.
Violet stopped frowning and smiled back. âYouâve been wonderful, honey, coming over here and listening to my ramblings.â
âMother, Iâm fascinated!â
âOh, good, good, good,â she said with the gleefulness which, Betsy thought, nothing could ever diminish. âNow just do me one favor. In the kitchen, up in the cupboard over the toaster? Thereâs a big bag of M and Mâs. Get it for me?â
Betsy got it, in the dark, thinking: A whole package of Mars Bars and God knows what else and now a bag of M & Mâs. Whatâs it all doing to her? But she gave it to her mother, even ripping off a