security for the Blackstonesââ
She smiled. âWow. Thatâs really great. Going from maintenance to head of security is a big jump.â
He knew he shouldnât, but he said it anyway. âIâm not head of security for the mill. I handle security details for the entire family and all of their interests. I run my own security firm.â Bragging did not come easily to him. Not that heâd ever had much to brag about. But somehow it felt good to rub his success in Sadieâs face.
He wasnât the same man sheâd met thenârecently returned from combat in the Middle East, fighting the nightmares while maintaining a strong facade for the women in his family heâd spent a lifetime supporting.
Then one night heâd let her in, and he wished sheâd never seen that side of him.
âUntil we can get a good look inside and evaluate the damage, the mill is a huge security risk. So the Blackstones have asked me to oversee this initial part of the investigation.â
âI heard it was a bomb.â
He nodded. Yep. A bomb set off by a crazy man.
âAny suspects?â
It was a natural question. Simple curiosity. So why did his muscles tense when she asked?
âYes, but that information is not being released to the public.â
The words came out in a more formal tone than he would have normally used, but it was all for the best. Keeping their distance meant keeping himself sane. Instead of leaning in to see if her hair smelled the same as it did before.
He did not need to know that.
He eyed the bright waves dancing around her shoulders. He definitely didnât need to know.
âSo it would be better to stay away from there right now.â And away from me, so all these emotions will respond to my control. âWait until we can guarantee itâs safe.â
âIn the parking lot?â
âRight.â He didnât care if she wasnât buying it. A man had to do...
Suddenly realizing heâd accomplished nothing but torturing himself during this visit, he stalked back to the door. Unfortunately, she followed, until she was within armâs reach. He was too far away from the door to escape.
It all flooded backâall the memories heâd struggled to hold at bay since that first moment heâd seen her again at the mill. The way his heart pounded when she laughed. The way her soft voice soothed his nerves as she told him a story. The way his body rose to meet the demands of hers.
So many things he couldnât force himself to forget.
But he could force himself to walk away this time. âIâll be seeing you, Sadie,â he said, as casually as he could.
She pulled the door open and smiled. âDefinitely.â
Something about her tone, that confident edge, ruffled him, pushed him to throw her off balance. He couldnât stop himself. He stopped in front of her, bending in low to place his mouth near her ear. He sucked in a deep breath. âSo...â he said, letting the word stretch, âarenât you gonna tell me why you really left?â
Her gasp left him satisfied...for now.
Two
S adieâs entire body instantly snapped to attention. She might not have moved, but every nerve ending was now awake and focused on the man before her.
She hadnât thought heâd directly address her leaving. Indeed, heâd seemed to do everything but ask the all-important question: Why? Sheâd thought she was prepared. Her flippant answer rattled around in her brain for a moment, but she couldnât force it out.
Instead she stared up into his brooding dark eyes and lost her breath. Sheâd known she would hurt him, leaving like that. Heâd never tell her so, but she couldnât help but wonder if it were true from his somber gaze.
His body seemed to sway a little closer, and her mouth watered at the thought of his lips on hers once more. Then the trill of her phone broke the moment of