hersâall she had to do was lean into him. . . .
âThen youâll be of no use to me when you return, just as I first assumed, and Iâll have to kill you.â
This threat lacked heat and conviction, something the others had had in spades. She trembled.
Donât lean. Donât you dare lean.
Wait. When she returned, heâd said.
âHow am I supposed to find them?â she squeaked out. Sheâd address his concern first, then hers.
âIâm sure youâll find a way. Also, you should know that you can return here anytime youâd like now. The gate will always be open for you, but you should also know that I willââ
No, no, no.
âI donât ever want to return.â She shook her head to emphasize her refusal.
âSorry, darling, but youâll return on your next birthday whether you wish to do so or not.â His thumb traced the lines in her palm. âYouâll return every birthday for the rest of your life. Thatâs just how the bond to this world works.â
She had trouble focusing on his words. That touch . . . the intensified ache . . . She moaned.
More.
Discarding all common sense, she finally allowed herself to lean toward him.
âAnother suggestion,â he whispered, stopping her. The space between their gazes crackled. âUse the next year to prepare. Learn how to fight, and fight dirty. With guns, blades, even your hands.â He placed a soft kiss on the hammering pulse in her wrist before at last releasing her and straightening. âOr donât. Survival will be up to you.â
Chapter Two
One year later . . .
Exactly five minutes until midnight.
Perched at the edge of her bed, Rose stared at the clock sitting on her desk. Dread coursed through her, as did anticipation. And furyâso much fury.
Would she or wouldnât she?
Would
he
be there or not?
In the twelve months since meeting Vasili, sheâd had time to build him up and tear him down. Romanticize and vilify him. Sheâd had time to accept what had happened and rationalize what couldnât possibly have happened.
After his parting words, she must have slipped into a deep sleep, because the next thing sheâd known, sheâd woken up in the hospital, groggy and incoherent, her parents frantic. She hadnât responded to their morning knock or subsequent shaking, so theyâd called 911.
The doctors claimed sheâd suffered from a drug overdose, though they hadnât been able to identify the drug. Clearly, Vasili had slipped something into the wine heâd forced her to drink.
Bastard.
Four minutes.
Something had happened to her that night. Something besides the drugging. In the weeks that followed, sheâd tried to move on with her life. Tried to forget. Only, everything had changed. Sheâd been irritable, hungry, aching unbearably, unable to focus or sleep. Her parents had tried to talk to her, and at first, she resisted. But finally sheâd broken down and hinted at what sheâd seen. They told her sheâd hallucinated. She insisted. They asked her if she was still using. She
really
insisted, giving them every single detail.
They had her committed.
Upon her release, sheâd begun searching online for others like her, desperate to prove herself sane. What she found shocked her. There
were
others like her, and their experiences matched her own. Their description of the worldâNightmare, they called itâmatched, too.
Sometimes people âstepped overâ and never returned, sheâd been told, and the other Dimension Walkers suspected the monsters had butchered them. Which was why they were looking for ways to sever the âbirthday bond.â So far, no luck.
Sheâd spent so much time researching, sheâd failed to enroll in college. She hadnât gotten an apartment with Claire, either. And Hoyt . . . The first time heâd kissed