thinking about how much work it would be hiking out of the ravine and back to the cars and hoped for a little more time to rest. His dizzy spells were always a lot worse when he exerted himself. 2
âIt might feel good to get wet before we go,â said Marisa, smiling awkwardly at the group. âIt is hot out here.â
âAnd itâs a hell of a hike out,â Connor added, which seemed to bring everyone halfheartedly into alignment with the idea of cooling off first.
It was agreed weâd forgo searching for a dead version of Mrs. Goring and dare each other to leap into the freezing pond instead. This seemed to chipper everyone up the farther we got away from Fort Eden on a grassy path in the woods. I remembered my first walk with Marisa down the same trail and felt a swell of emotion, taking her hand as she leaned into me.
âI remember, too,â she whispered, close and warm.
I donât know why it hadnât occurred to me before, but something struck me then as I looked above and saw a crow staring angrily down at me.
This whole situation could have gone terribly wrong.
I might have had to tell them the truth.
What had I been thinking, dragging them all out here in the first place?
No sooner had I processed this thought and squeezed Marisaâs hand tighter, than I noticed everyone had turned in my direction on the path. Theyâd arrived at the clearing before the pond and stopped short, still and quiet, as if a rare creature was up ahead and they might scare it off.
It was certainly rare, what they saw, but it was no wild animal.
As I stepped past Connor and Kate and the rest, my eyes settled on a figure standing at the dock. She was staring out over the still, glassy water, her shock of hair a brilliant white in the sunlight.
Mrs. Goring was not dead after all.
She turned to us without smiling; her dark eyes the only moving things against the granite stillness of her face. At length, Mrs. Goring moved a few steps closer.
âMy god youâre loud,â she said unapologetically, as if it was our fault we hadnât searched where she was standing sooner. âLike a herd of elephants.â
Mrs. Goringâs gaze landed on me, and I felt the full force of her will like a blast of hot wind in my face. She was searching my expression, trying to read my thoughts.
You didnât tell them, did you? Not even Marisa.
No, Mrs. Goring, I didnât tell them. Not even Marisa. Itâs not exactly easy stuff to tell if you donât have to.
Mrs. Goring lost interest in staring at my face as she walked toward us. She wore the same clumsy boots, half tied, with the heavy heels clubbing the dock with each step; the same flannel shirt even in the blistering heat. And she was annoyed at our presence, like weâd invaded her privacy.
âI told Cynthia to have you here early ,â she continued. âItâs noon.â
Nobody answered, but everyone else had to be thinking the same thing I was: you invited us up here. We drove two hours and hiked down into a ravine on the hottest day of the summer. Nice to see you, too.
But no one was about to say what they really felt, not even Kate or Connor. Mrs. Goring had that effect on people.
âLet me take a wild guess. You havenât eaten since breakfast and now you expect me to feed you.â
Connor started to open his mouth, but Marisa cut him off.
âWeâre fine. You donât need to cook for us. We just came to say hi and see how you were doing.â
âSure you did,â Mrs. Goring snapped, and I wished Iâd had the courage to tell her to shut up and leave Marisa alone. But I didnât.
âThere are things I need to tell you, and quick,â she went on, pointing her chin toward me. âMe and him, we both have information , donât we, Will Besting?â
She said it like she was almost enjoying the fact that Iâd withheld certain important facts she and I both knew.