service in hotels. Most of the rich people Iâve known have been fairly miserable. Theyâve got their worries, too. Taxation and investments. You hear them talking together or to friends. Worry! Thatâs whatâs killing half of them. And their sex lifeâs not so hot either. Theyâve either got long-legged blonde sexy wives who are playing them up with boyfriends somewhere, or theyâre married to the complaining kind of woman, hideous as hell, who keeps telling them where they get off. No. Iâd rather be myself. Michael Rogers, seeing the world, and getting off with good-looking girls when he feels like it!
Everything a bit hand-to-mouth, of course, but I put up with that. Life was good fun, and Iâd been content to go on with life being fun. But I suppose I would have in any case. That attitude goes with youth. When youth begins to pass fun isnât fun any longer.
Behind it, I think, was always the other thingâwanting someone and somethingâ¦However, to go on with what I was saying, there was one old boy I used to drive down to the Riviera. Heâd got a house being built there. He went down to look how it was getting on. Santonix was the architect. I donât really know what nationality Santonix was. English I thought at first, though it was a funny sort of name Iâd never heard before. But I donât think he was English. Scandinavian of some kind I guess. He was an ill man. I could see that at once. He was young and very fair and thin with an odd face, a face that was askew somehow. The two sides of it didnât match. He could be quite bad-tempered to his clients. Youâd have thoughtas they were paying the money that theyâd call the tune and do the bullying. That wasnât so. Santonix bullied them and he was always quite sure of himself although they werenât.
This particular old boy of mine was frothing with rage, I remember, as soon as he arrived and had seen how things were going. I used to catch snatches here and there when I was standing by ready to assist in my chauffeurly and handyman way. It was always on the cards that Mr. Constantine would have a heart attack or a stroke.
âYou have not done as I said,â he half screamed. âYou have spent too much money. Much too much money. It is not as we agreed. It is going to cost me more than I thought.â
âYouâre absolutely right,â said Santonix. âBut the moneyâs got to be spent.â
âIt shall not be spent! It shall not be spent. You have got to keep within the limits I laid down. You understand?â
âThen you wonât get the kind of house you want,â said Santonix. âI know what you want. The house I build you will be the house you want. Iâm quite sure of that and youâre quite sure of it, too. Donât give me any of your pettifogging middle-class economies. You want a house of quality and youâre going to get it, and youâll boast about it to your friends and theyâll envy you. I donât build a house for anyone, Iâve told you that. Thereâs more to it than money. This house isnât going to be like other peopleâs houses!â
âIt is going to be terrible. Terrible.â
âOh no it isnât. The trouble with you is that you donât know what you want. Or at least so anyone might think. But you do know what you want really, only you canât bring it out into your mind. Youcanât see it clearly. But I know. Thatâs the one thing I always know. What people are after and what they want. Thereâs a feeling in you for quality. Iâm going to give you quality.â
He used to say things like that. And Iâd stand by and listen. Somehow or other I could see for myself that this house that was being built there amongst pine trees looking over the sea, wasnât going to be the usual house. Half of it didnât look out towards the sea in a