bang, she hits the wall, pulling him toward her. Only by quickly bracing his hands against the wall on either side of her head is Heph able to stop himself from crashing into her.
Taking deep breaths to steady himself, he inhales Katerinaâs sweet scent. Itâs not the cloying perfume the other palace women wear, but something fresh and wholly of herself. He looks down and sees that sheâs looking up at him from between his arms, her mouth open in surprise, her pink lips tantalizingly close to his.
They stand there staring at each other; the air pulses between them. And suddenly, Heph knows: heâs going to lose control again.
In a different way from the battlefield, but just as forbidden.
Heâs going to kiss her.
And either she will be angry and run to tell Alex, or she will like it and...that will be even worse. Because when it comes to killing a man or kissing a girl, Heph is weak. His pride and desire are too strong.
And heâs so tired of fighting his emotions. All he wants to do is surrender. From the way Kat tilts her head, her breath coming fast as she leans in, it seems she wants him to surrender, too. The temptation of someone who wants him, someone who sees the value in him, is too much.
He bends closer to herâ
And just then, Alex bursts through the door, closely followed by General Kadmus.
Heph hurls himself away from Kat as Alexander stares at them in bewilderment.
âAlex!â Kat says a bit too loudly, pushing past Heph. âI was just looking for you. Buthos wants to put down a wounded horse even though I explicitly told him that the horse will survive.â
âTell Buthos to do as you say, Katerina,â Alex says, nodding. âIf he dismisses you, tell him he is free to come see me, but that he might not like what he hears.â
Kat flashes a smile at Alex, then finally leaves Hephâs room, though her fresh scent continues to linger. Alex turns his unsettling eyesâone pale blue, the other dark brownâon Heph. âKadmus,â he says, his gaze never leaving Heph, âwould you oversee the northern wall? Please tell Captain Krisos I shall be there shortly.â
âYes, my lord.â The general bows, and Heph canât help but notice the many scars that crisscross his deeply tanned body, physical proof of his courage for all to see. An image flashes in front of him of Alex and Kadmus kicking their horses into a gallop as they ride east, toward Persia and the Fountain of Youth.
Alexander waits until the door shuts behind Kadmus. âThereâs a crowd of angry farmers saying that you left them with nothing,â he says, and Heph can hear the barely controlled irritation in his voice. âWhy did you leave your post? Canât you follow any instructions?â
âI needed a break,â Heph says, forcing himself to meet Alexâs gaze. At least the moment with Katerina dissolved his earlier anger, draining him, leaving him emptyâempty enough not to do something rash in front of Alex. âI have no idea who stole the olives and figs, the honey and amphorae.â
Alexâs eyes take in the short sword hanging at Hephâs side. âAnd so you decided to go out for a ride and ignore your responsibilities? Canât I even trust you with the simplest assignments? Is that too much to ask?â
âWhy are you wasting me there when I could be training your men and organizing the cityâs defenses?â Heph fires back. âYou yourself said the Aesarian Lords might return with reinforcements. You know I can help you. Iâm good at thatânot handling whiny farmers!â
Alexâs mouth becomes a hard line. âYou know youâre banned from anything to do with the military until further notice. Kadmus is helping me with the defense.â
âGive me another chance,â Heph demands.
Alex shakes his head. âI canât trust you, Heph. Not in war. You donât follow