told me. ââBlessed Assurance,â all right?â
It was all I could do to swallow a lump down and take another breath. They were scaring me, both of them. I could hear George come in to the kitchen, dump a load of wood in the box, and head back out. He should be in here, I thought again. But I couldnât say it. I hated the very thought of what it implied. Wila was fading. Dying. Oh, God! A mother of ten!
I couldnât shake the feeling of it as I started to sing, tears clouding my vision. I was slow and quiet, afraid to be otherwise and hoping for all the world that I was wrong. Emmaâs words went tumbling through my mind. âI promised Lizbeth sheâd be all right.â
Lord, help us! Sheâs got to be all right. You wouldnât want it any other way!
I sang on, as much as I could remember, praying that I was just being foolish. The snow would quit and Wilametta would be back to her normal clamorous self by tomorrow, most surely.
âShe sounds sweet as angels,â Wila said, and I almost had to stop the song. âYou know what the Good Book says âbout heaven?â she asked.
âThereâll be no sorrow there,â Emma answered. âNo sickness. No pain.â
âIâll be glad for goinâ there, one day. You tell Emma Grace anâ all the rest itâs a wonderful place. Will you do that, Emma?â
I stopped singing and went to rubbing her legs again, feeling heavy and cold inside.
George came in again, dumped a second armload of wood, and moved in our direction with his slow, even steps. He shook the snow off his coat and left it lying by the bedroom doorway. âShe still awake?â
âYes,â Emma said. But that was all she said. She laid one hand on Wilaâs chest and left it there, moving her lips without making a sound.
âGood.â George came and leaned over the bed, not seeming to notice that Emma was praying. âWilametta Hammond,â he said, âI called for the doctor. Folks that say I donât love ya, they ainât got a leg to stand on. I ainât never called a doctor for no one.â
Wila looked up just enough to meet his eyes. For a moment she and George stayed like that, not a word between them. Then finally Wila smiled, just a little. âI love you too,â she whispered, her eyes slowly closing.
George looked like he could jump out of his skin. âEmma!â
âSheâs still here, George. Sheâs breathing just fine.â Emma lowered her head down to Wilaâs broad chest, as if just making sure. âDonât you worry,â she told us again. âSheâs breathinâ fine.â
George pulled his wet hat down off his head. âShe just give me the awfullest scare.â He curled at the brim nervously, sending little drips of half-melted snowflakes to the floor. âSheâs never been this bad,â he told us again. âYou say sheâll be fine, though, ainât that right, Emma? Didnât you say sheâll be fine?â
I looked from one to the other, glad it wasnât me he was asking.
âI believe it,â Emma told him, solid as anything. âBut itâd be a fine thing if youâd pray on it too, George Hammond. You got coffee in the house?â
âYes, maâam.â He looked like a schoolboy just then, his too-long hair all mussed.
âJuli, go and make us some coffee,â Emma ordered. âIâll set with her, but there ainât much more you can do while sheâs sleepinâ.â
I made coffee, enough to give to the whole family if theyâd been there. Then I picked up the bowls on the table, some of them still half filled with the strange gray porridge. I moved the pot with the same gray stuff in it, heated most of the rest of the water, and did all the dishes. George would have to fetch more water in so weâd have some at hand for the evening.
When the dishes were clean