offered to drive us to the rideâs start, and since he had a full-size van and a trailer that could hold our eight bikes, weâd accepted.
âHey. Your hair?â Max asked. âWas it like that before?â
I wheeled my bike toward Max, declining to answer the question. As of this morning at about one a.m., my hair was bleached blond. Two days before, it had been lightish brown, which went a lot better with my lightish-brown skin.
Max was a laid-back guy who tended not to keep up on the details. Once our American history class moved classrooms, and he didnât catch on until halfway through the term. He kept going to the old room, the way a dog will do if you move across town.
âWell, can we have your stuff?â he asked. âBlondie?â
âDonât call me that,â I told him as I followed him to the bike trailer. I tried to lift the bike into it, but I got it only as far as my shoulders. The trailer was way too tall for me. While I was struggling to lift the bike higherâit really didnât weigh that much, which made it even more embarrassing that I was about to be crushedâMax lifted it easily out of my hands.
âIâll take it from here,â Max said.
âThanks,â I said.
âBlondie,â he added again.
I shook my head, grabbed my duffel and sleeping bag, and stowed them in the back of the van, jamming them in on top of everyone elseâs. My bike helmet was attached to the duffel bagâs handles, a shocking neon green that nobody could miss. Kind of like my new hair color.
Now what?
Iâd asked the mirror as I stood there, water dripping onto my shoulders.
Do I have to bleach my eyebrows to match? Or . . . anywhere else?
I hurried back to say a quick good-bye to my mom. Sheâdpacked a giant cooler full of snacks for the team. Sheâd stayed up half the night baking granola bars and brownies and muffins. I knew, because Iâd stayed up just as long, packing and repacking. She was so tired she hadnât even commented on my hair except to say, âHm, nice, you can do that sort of thing when youâre young.â
I had to give Mom credit. For someone who really didnât want me to go on this trip, she was being very supportive.
âHere, I got you something. The girl at the Bike Barn said itâs the one thing every cyclist should have.â She handed me a small paper bag, and I pulled out a complicated gizmo with about a dozen different levers and functions.
âSo what does this do?â I asked, turning the metal tool over and over in my hand.
âItâs a wrench? I donât know,â she said. âI really have no idea. I asked for a recommendation.â She laughed and gave me a hug. I had to try really, really hard not to cry. Iâm terrible at good-byes, and looking at the tears running down my motherâs cheeks, I had a good idea where Iâd inherited that trait.
âMom, itâs going to be fine,â I said, brushing my eyes. â
Weâre
fine.â
âI knowâbutâbutââ she stammered as she sobbed.
âYou said butt,â I told her, which got her to laugh. âYou said but-but, actually. Which seems like as good a time as anyfor me to leave.â I gave her another quick hug. âPromise me youâll check in on Stells for me.â
âI will. And you, be safe,â she said as I turned around to climb into the van. I knew what she meant.
Stay on the side of the road. Way, way over. Look out for cars. Donât let the same thing happen to you that happened to Stella.
Inside the van, Autumn Daye (yes, thatâs her real name) and Alex Nelson were sitting in the very back row, all wrapped around each other, as per usual. Not only were they never apart, they were the typical football player/cheerleader combination. It was like they were following a script.
Margo Maloneyâmy archnemesis since we fought over the same