bet. Iâm bringing the kids in.â
It took thirty minutes to bundle the body and the two living kids into the skimmer. âI donât have helmets that fit you,â he told them. âYouâll have to close your eyes when we go fast.â
âOkay.â
Even though they werenât moving fast yet, Sam had his eyes closed when he said, âThe rakuls might be big enough.â
âBig enough for what?â Charlie asked him as he stepped on the gas a little, sending the skimmer lurching lightly forward.
âBig enough to stop the ice pirates.â
Charlie blinked. âProbably not. Hard for flesh to stand up to machines. But the ice pirates canât get here. Weâre way inside the Ring.â
âPirates have been coming inside the Ring. More than usual.â
Charlie stiffened. âWho told you that?â
âMy dad.â
âWas he trying to scare you?â
Sam was quiet for a long time. Eventually he said, âNo. I think he was scared.â
CHAPTER TWO
NONA
The room reeked of antiseptic and medication, the sharp scents fighting the thick flowery smell of lilies. It was enough to make someone sick. Nona coughed. The miasma of smells clotting her throat felt like death. Death was closeâvery close. Her mother Marcelleâs skin had gone the white of the nurseâs uniforms, so thin that spidery veins latticed her cheeks and ran in red threads along the pale line of her neck. Her body had thinned too; she could be a child huddled under the soft blue throw.
Nona and her mom had spent so many years being confused one for the other that Marcelleâs fall into old age seemed impossible, like a bad dream Nona would wake from any moment. She checked the small mirror above the sink from time to time, as if she needed confirmation that the horror happening to her mother wasnât happening to her. Her own skin was still taut with youth. Her blue eyes matched the blue streaks in her hair, which hung heavy and limp in the medical air.
It hurt to see her mom so weak. Marcelle had been a warrior once, a lieutenant in Ruby Martinâs army. She had fought in an insurrection long before she came home here to the station the Diamond Deep. She had even fought ice pirates as The Creative Fire came home after generations in space. She had fought disease and illiteracy and every unfair thing she ever came across. But for Marcelle, for everyone who was born on the spaceship, the fucking unfair cheat of old age had stolen their lives. That was the only way she could think of itâall of the people she loved the most in the world, all of her family, gone or almost gone. Doddering. Forgetful. Trapped in robotic chairs.
Old age sucked.
Nona had been the first person from The Creative Fire to be born here on the Deep and given the cocktails of life. A month or two either way, a tiny change in the priorities of the returning crew from the Deep, a little less financial success on the part of Ruby the Red, and Nona would be age-spotted and weak by now.
She hated death. Not only her own death, but all death. Sheâd lost her father the year before, and the pain of Onorâs passing was so deep that this lossâthis final lossâcouldnât hurt her more. Not really. It couldnât.
A nurse brought in another vase full of flowersâblue roses this time. An impossible color that had to be engineeredâso bright Nona thought they might glow if the lights of the medical monitors ever went off and let the room be truly dark. At least the roses didnât smell as strong as the lilies. âFrom Satyana,â the nurse mumbled.
âThanks.â After the door closed again, Nona whispered to her mom. âAre you awake?â
No movement. Just the slightly rasping sounds of thin and labored breath.
âSatyana sent you flowers. Theyâre exactly the color of her eyes.â She took her motherâs hand. âIâm going to miss
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