them to do but sleep when you girls were done with them and drained
them of energy and all their lovely fluids and..."
"That's
enough, Lisa!" ordered Monica. She was almost in tears.
"See?
We all have our dreams and fetishes, Monica! The key here is to admit to them
and then they will come true!"
"How
do you know Carl will go along? Have you talked to him?"
"Yes
and he's really looking forward to banging you! Trust me, he will...thrust you
good!"
"Oh,
no! You little slut! You fucked Carl! I should've known it!"
"Monica,"
replied Lisa with a sarcastic smile, "isn't that the pot calling the
kettle black, girl? Come on, we can dispense with those epitaphs, can't we?
After all, why wouldn't I? And why shouldn't you ? You'll like him and
he'll satisfy all of your needs, shall we say..."
"You
dirty bitch!"
"Well,
now, see, there we go again! So, why don't be a good sport and make it
happen?"
Monica
felt her head spinning. Her entire career, her entire job, her entire life were
in the hands of a person she despised to begin with. All she ever wanted was to
put the past behind her and to move on to heights she knew she could achieve.
How could she be so careless about that external drive? Yes, it's true, it
contained all her sexual desires and all her sexual dreams and she saw them
come true one by one. But those were her dreams, her desires and they belonged
to her, not someone else! And no one should use them against her, least of all
Lisa! How could all this happen! And what will Craig say? Craig loved her and
he lived for her. He found her an angel and treated her like an angel! And now,
she stood to loose not only her job and her life, but him as well.
She
sat with her head low, almost in tears and thought deeply about all that just
happened. There was only one way out. There was nothing to loose.
"Ok.
I'll make it happen." she agreed full of tears in her eyes and wondered
how she'll explain it to Craig, that he'd have to fuck another woman, while
watching the love of his life get banged by Carl. And Craig didn't even like
Carl that much.
The
ceiling seemed to be crashing upon her and soon she felt dizzy and passed out.
♥♥♥♥♥
She
felt a warm hand holding hers and when she opened her eyes, she saw Craig
hovering over her. The hospital room didn't fit with her health, as Monica was
at the top shape of her life. 'What the hell happened? Why am I here?'
"Hey,
good-looking! It's good to see you back!" he said and his words served to
bring her back to reality.
"You
passed out in the cafeteria and Lisa called me. The doctor said you were
overstressed and I feel terrible for overlooking it! Oh, dear! I am so sorry!
You told me, but I didn't listen! Will you ever forgive me? Please forgive me!"
His
pleas sank into her mind and she recalled her discussion with Lisa.
"Forgive you ?"
"Yes,
please forgive me! Please, darling! You know my heart and you know I can't live
without you! You are all that I desire and while it's true I don't deserve you,
I will do whatever it takes to earn your heart and keep it!"
His
face was full of tears and Monica knew Craig too well to think that he might be
faking it. She knew his honesty to be genuine and his heart to be made of gold.
That's why she settled on him so long ago and that's why he was the one who was
her only match. She worked so hard to get here, she left her old habits and the
other world behind her and now it was all unraveling around her again. She was
on the verge of loosing him, her job, her life, her everything. For the first
time since he knew her, Monica burst into tears.
He
held her in his arms a little confused about what to say and he felt her pain.
He let her cry and she sobbed on his shoulder until she fell asleep.
Craig
was still by her side when she came to.
"The
doctor said you should take it easy for a few days and your boss insisted you
take a few days off. I've talked to him and I told him I'll take care of you.
We can go home