get on with sorting our dream of a hotel, at last.â
She lifted her glass of chilled white wine, taking a large sip, more a gulp really, but by, she needed it. Within seconds it seemed her shoulders were low, her muscles felt loose, her smile was growing. âYou will sing and fiddle for the wedding parties and we can get Bern . . .â She stopped. Bernie had been killed, so too Jackâs marra, his close pitman friend, Mart Dore.
Jack had been listening and leaned forward, stroking Timâs dark hair. âWeâll come back, Evie pet. Weâll all come back.â
Mam said, âAll will be well.â The family laughed and Da patted his wifeâs shoulder. It was then Evie noticed that Millieâs place was empty. âWhere is she?â
Jack shrugged. âSheâs gone for more cranberry sauce.â
Mam murmured, âI told her there was some further along by Captain Neave but she was determined.â She mouthed, âShowing off for Jack, I reckon.â
Evie placed her serviette on the table, and started to rise, her food like ashes in her mouth. âIâll help her. She probably doesnât know where it is.â
Simon pulled her back down, saying for her ears only, his blue eyes determined, âLet someone else do something for a change. Every moment with you is precious. Sheâll find what sheâs after.â
That was what Evie feared, because the only other person down there was Roger.
Jack was watching and listening, and now he leaned forward yet again, saying quietly, âLet it go, pet. Itâs the bairn thatâs important. Over my dead body will he have Tim, who deserves better, and, by, I donât want to have to keep leaning over like this to calm you down, itâs causing havoc with me innards.â
She laughed. Jack grinned, lifting a finger towards the baize door. âHere she is with the cranberry, so I reckon youâve counted two and two and made ten.â
Millie sat, avoiding everyoneâs eyes, her hair adrift from her cap, and Evie would have bet that nearer ten was right after all. Stupid woman. She always had been and always would be, and why had Jack ever married her? But she knew why, and it was best left alone.
After the meal the nurses sang Christmas carols under Matronâs Amazonian conducting, and were joined by several of the wounded, as well as Simon and Evie, and Dr Nicholls, the Medical Officer. It was Simon whose solos brought the audience to their feet, his pure notes taking them from the present to a quieter, more blessed time. Jack told Evie how Simon had stilled everyoneâs hearts in the trenches, during a lull in the fighting, when he had sung âOh for the wings of a doveâ.
For that moment she allowed happiness to enter.
Chapter 2
Easterleigh Hall, 26th December 1914
OVERNIGHT, LIGHT SNOW had fallen, but that didnât deter Mr Auberon and Jack from joining Old Stan, the head gardener, in the arboretum to drag out the roots of a swathe of old trees cut down a few days before Christmas. Every spare space was to be used for vegetables, Captain Richard had insisted in a memo sent from his convalescent bed to the usual staff breakfast meeting in the kitchen on 23rd December. He had ended,
âThe Atlantic is relatively safe for merchant shipping, but for how long? We must be responsible. We must sidestep shortages
.â
In the kitchen, a Boxing Day morning would perhaps have dawdled for Evie in a perfect world, allowing her time for Simon, but it rushed past in the face of the never-ending demands of the kitchen. This was due, in part, to the fact that Mrs Moore, and Evie, had decreed that invalids needed food when their body clocks insisted, not when Matronâs chimed. At first Matron had hitched her vast bosom and huffed, but it was a token gesture. Almost immediately she had said, âI have never had a kitchen willing to put the patients first. My thanks to you and your