Du Maurier, Daphne Read Free Page A

shan’t mind what you say. Is my uncle not liked? Is something the matter?”
    The man looked very uncomfortable. He spoke gruffly and avoided her eyes. “Jamaica’s got a bad name,” he said; “queer tales get about; you know how it is. But I don’t want to make any trouble. Maybe they’re not true.”
    “What sort of tales?” asked Mary. “Do you mean there’s much drunkenness there? Does my uncle encourage bad company?”
    The man would not commit himself. “I don’t want to make trouble,” he repeated, “and I don’t know anything. It’s only what people say. Respectable folk don’t go to Jamaica any more. That’s all I know. In the old days we used to water the horses there, and feed them, and go in for a bit of a bite and drink. But we don’t stop there any more. We whip the horses past and wait for nothing, not till we get to Five Lanes, and then we don’t bide long.”
    “Why don’t folk go there? What is their reason?” Mary persisted.
    The man hesitated; it was as though he were searching for words.
    “They’re afraid,” he said at last; and then he shook his head; he would say no more. Perhaps he felt he had been churlish and was sorry for her, for a moment later he looked in at the window again and spoke to her.
    “Will you not take a cup of tea before we go?” he said. “It’s a long drive before you, and it’s cold on the moors.”
    Mary shook her head. Desire for food had left her, and though the tea would have warmed her, she did not wish to descend from the coach and walk into the Royal, where the woman would have stared at her, and people would murmur. Besides, there was a little nagging coward in her that whispered, “Stay in Bodmin, stay in Bodmin,” and for all she knew she might have given way to it in the shelter of the Royal. She had promised her mother to go to Aunt Patience, and there must be no going back on her given word.
    “We’d best be going then,” said the driver. “You are the only traveller on the road tonight. Here’s another rug for your knees. I’ll whip the horses on when we’ve climbed the hill out of Bodmin, for it’s no night for the road. I shan’t be easy in my mind until I reach my bed in Launceston. There’s not many of us likes to cross the moors in wintertime, not when the weather’s dirty.” He slammed the door and climbed to his seat.
    The coach rumbled away down the street, past the safe and solid houses, the busy winking lights, the scattered people hurrying home for supper, their figures bowed against the wind and rain. Through the shuttered windows Mary could see chinks of friendly candlelight; there would be a fire within the grate, and a cloth spread on the table, a woman and children sitting down to their meal, while the man warmed his hands before the cheerful blaze. She thought of the smiling countrywoman who had been her fellow passenger; she wondered if she was now sitting at her own table, with her children by her side. How comfortable she had been, with her apple cheeks, her rough, worn hands! What a world of security in her deep voice! And Mary made a little story to herself of how she might have followed her from the coach, and prayed her company, and asked her for a home. Nor would she have been refused, she was certain of that. There would have been a smile for her, and a friendly hand, and a bed for her. She would have served the woman, and grown to love her, shared something of her life, become acquainted with her people.
    Now the horses were climbing the steep hill out of the town, and, looking through the window at the back of the coach, Mary could see the lights of Bodmin fast disappearing, one by one, until the last glimmer winked and flickered and was gone. She was alone now with the wind and the rain, and twelve long miles of barren moor between her and her destination.
    She wondered if this was how a ship felt when the security of harbour was left behind. No vessel could feel more desolate than she did,