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her face. I inserted my
tongue into her mouth and kissed her. Now, she didn’t bite me.
    I’d given her enough fun. Now it was my turn.
I unbuckled and unzipped my pants. I pulled them down. I was
already at attention. I pulled down my briefs. As I moved toward
her, she started to cry again.
    I grabbed hold of her and kissed her. My
Cyclops found its way in. It couldn’t make up its mind. It kept
wanting to go in and out. She didn’t care. She was enjoying it too
much. So was I.
    Five minutes later, I was finished. Both of
us were satisfied and exhausted. That was when reality hit me
between the eyes to what I did. “Oh my God,” I thought to myself,
“What have I done? I raped this poor innocent woman. But it was
good.”
    I tried to sleep it off, but I couldn’t get
the vision out of my head. My actions haunted my dreams. I was a
criminal. I got very little sleep.
    I woke up, thinking it’s all a bad dream.
There she was, tied up like I left her.
    “Hi, Honey.” Surprisingly, she is happy.
    “I’m so sorry for what I did to you. I just
broke up with my girlfriend, and I took it out on you. You look and
sound like her. Your name’s even the same. Please forgive me.”
    “I forgive you. Besides, I like it rough. No
one’s ever done anything like this to me. I admit I was scared at
first. Just because I didn’t know what was happening.”
    “That still doesn’t make up for what I
did.”
    “My old boyfriends, they didn’t care. They
were in and out in two minutes. They didn’t treat me like you did,
with the kisses and all. I like that.”
    “So, you’re not going to press charges?”
    “No. The only thing I want to press is my
lips against you.”
    I didn’t believe it. After all I’d done to
her, kidnapping, assault, rape, she still wanted to be with me.
    I untied one leg. Just as I did, the leg rose
up and kicked me in the jewels. I doubled over in pain.
    “You asshole! Like I’m really going to forget
this. As soon as I get free, you’re going to jail.”
    When I recovered, I tied her legs together. I
untied her hands from the bed. I bound her hands together. I tied
the rope from her hands to her feet, so she was bent over.
    I unleashed my trouser snake on her rear. She
screamed as it entered and left her bunghole. I screamed too.
    “How you like it?! Huh?! You want to kick me
in the jewels? I’ll show you. Who’s your daddy?”
    “Ow! That hurts!”
    “Who’s your daddy?”
    “You are!”
    “That’s right, bitch.”
    I realized that she would never love me. I
had to keep her from telling anyone what happened. So, still tied
up, I took her down the hill to the lake and threw her in.
    They would never be able to trace her to me.
I’d never met her before. No one ever came up to this lake.
    I spent the rest of the weekend trying to put
this behind me. Looking back, I had only one regret. I wished this
was the other Sarah.
     
     

SHAUNA’S
SONG
    What if you knew you had a limited time to live?
Would you want to leave a part of you behind? What would you
do?
     
    I had been experiencing severe migraine
headaches for almost a week now. I put off going to the doctor for
as long as I could. It finally got to the point where I could wait
no longer.
    I had the doctor do a series of tests on me,
including a CAT scan and X-rays. I was told that I would have the
results in a few days.
    Several days later, I got the call from my
doctor.
    “Jeff, I have some bad news for you. The CAT
scan revealed a tumor lodged near your brain. It’s about the size
of a marble. Unfortunately, we cannot operate on it.”
    “Okay, doc. So, how long do I have?”
    “That depends if it’s malignant or benign.
Right now, my guess would be several months. We would need to do
some more tests to know for sure.”
    A few months? I dropped to my knees and
started crying. There were so many things I wanted to do in this
life that now I wouldn’t be able to do.
    I decided to do what I could in the time
left. The one