even though I hardly knew her. It wasnât till sheâd put the tin back and rubbed her lips together that she finally deigned to look at me. âAmy,â came the answer. She smiled mockingly and my heart sank, but then I tried to give myself a firm talking-to. Just because everyone thought Cara was a really good actress, it didnât mean that sheâd automatically get the part of Amy, did it? And anyway, who was to say she was any better than me? Iâd had big parts in every single play at primary school, right from when I was the enormous turnip in the harvest festival in Year One, to when I played Nick Bottom in A Midsummer Nightâs Dream in Year Six.
Weâd arrived at the science block so I gave Cara the coolest look I could manage while I tried to think of some clever parting line, but then I realized her eyes were on my right leg and she was trying to stop herself smirking. I guessed she was looking at the ladder in my tights and I made the mistake of glancing down and saw that the stupid thing had risen from my ankle to just above my knee, getting wider and wider as it went up. Normally I donât care about things like that but I did at this moment. It made me feel stupid.
âItâs only a ladder, you know!â said my big mouth before my brain had chance to stop it.
She just stared at me as though I was pathetic.
âSee you at the auditions then,â I said casually.
She still didnât answer, and as I went into the science block my ears were on full alert, listening out for sniggers. I didnât hear any, but thatâs not to say the oh-so-clever Cara wasnât smirking and exchanging looks with her friends. I tell you, it was a big relief when the door closed behind me.
Chapter Two
âShe makes me sick!â
âJust ignore her, Georgie. The only thing you need to worry about is doing your best at the audition.â
That was Naomi. She always comes out with wise things like that. I gave her the best smile I could manage, because itâs not easy smiling when youâre feeling cross, and Iâd got myself in a right state about stupid Cara.
âThe thing is, I really really want the part of Amy,â I said with a big sigh. âIâm just like Amy. The part was totally made for me!â But even as I was saying it, I didnât think any of my friends could possibly realize just how much I meant it. âI want it more than anything in the world,â I added, to help them get the picture.
âWell youâve got just as much chance as Cara has,â said Mia, putting her arm round me.
The six of us were sitting on the circular rug in the middle of the dorm in our jamas. Iâd been thinking about cocky Cara all day long but this was the first chance Iâd had to have a proper conversation about her, because my friends are always rushing off somewhere like netball practice or debating society or the computer room or piano practice or art club. Theyâre just so busy, even though Iâve told them theyâre crazy and they ought to be more like me and go to chill club, which actually means donât go to any club at all but just chill out. No, seriously, the only real club I do is drama. Unfortunately, though, itâs not as good as I thought it would be because weâre always having to get in groups and do improvisations, making something up as we go along, rather than following a script. Thereâs nothing wrong with that, I know, but the trouble is Iâm always bursting with ideas about what my group could do, and itâs so frustrating when I have to shut up because weâre supposed to take turns to be the director. I canât wait till Year Nine. Miss Pritchard takes drama in Years Nine, Ten and Eleven, and everyone says the lessons and clubs are amazing.
âI wish youâd heard the way Cara was talking,â I said, in a bit of a sulky voice. âShe thinks sheâs so clever