that had allowed him to push aside his conscience. One that had allowed the seeds of wrong to fester inside him. His diseased body now bore witness.
And so he lived in a world between heaven and hell, fighting the demons that wanted to take his soul.
Crystal was his salvation. If he could hang on long enough to save her, he just might escape the wrath of Satanâ¦.
Yet, even as regrets for the evil he had done burned his throat, the thrill of the blood hunt still seized his soul.
CHAPTER TWO
A NTWAUN D UBOIS HATED THE way his brother was looking at him. As if he didnât trust him enough to confide the truth.
Dammit, trust had nothing to do with his silence.
If anything, Antwaun had to keep his secrets to himself to protect his brother. Every aspect of undercover police work involved putting up fronts. Pretending to be something you werenât. Lying.
Sometimes he told so many lies he didnât know the truth himself.
As the Chameleon, he could change his appearance to blend in anywhere. No job was too dangerous or too edgy for him to tackle. The risks be damned.
Unfortunately, the fact that he melded with the dregs and crooks of society meant it would be easy for him to cross the line, and almost as easy for him to hide his indiscretions. His poker face kept him alive. It could keep him from revealing his motives if needed.
He silently cursed as sweat trickled down the side of his face. Heâd been warned how enticing the other side of the law could be, and he had been tempted more than onceâ¦.
Hell.
How could he blame his big brother for scrutinizing him when Antwaun had a reputation as a troublemaker?
Anger churned in his belly as he and Damon walked up the clamshell-lined entry to his parentsâ house. How the fuck could he ever live up to his older brothers?
âBon à rien, toi, âtit souris,â Jean-Paul had said to him when he was younger, meaning âgood for nothing, you, little mouse.â
It had been true. But heâd tried to change that reputation since heâd been on the force.
Jean-Paul and Damon had always been good. As a detective, Jean-Paul had been decorated for bravery and saving lives during Katrina. Damon, the special agent in the mix, had received commendations from the military and goddamn president for bravery and heroism.
Antwaunâ¦he was the screwup.
A rookie on the police force, and now that position might be in jeopardy.
The door swung open, and his mother squealed as if she hadnât seen them in years. God, he loved his boisterous family. Just wished he fit in better and didnât disappoint them so much.
Damon, quiet, methodical and intense as always, bent to hug their mother, Daniella, a short, roundish woman who ran the show at home and at the new restaurant theyâd opened in New Orleans. She and their father made the best Cajun cuisine in the state.
All the boys were over six feet, and towered over Daniella, but she boasted that she would turn them over her knee if she needed to, and Antwaun believed her.
Damon finally released her from the bear hug, and his mother yanked Antwaun close, enveloping him in the heavenly scents of her spicy jambalaya, fresh bread and sinful chocolate cake. He leaned into her, allowing her to rub his back and pat his cheek, but his stomach clenched when she looked into his eyes with a fine sheen of tears.
âItâs so nice to have all my wonderful boys here together.â
Wonderful? If she only knewâ¦
But neither he nor Damon would discuss the mutilated corpse of the woman theyâd discovered earlier, or the implications of his involvement. The unspoken ruleâthey left their weapons and gritty police talk at the door and didnât bring either to the dinner table.
Yep, act like a chameleon. Put on a pretty coat. Smile as if the world wasnât all gray. Pretend not to have seen the monsters encountered in the bayou and on the streets.
Damon cleared his throat,
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