million charactersâhere they all come, as swiftly we roll east, as swiftly the earth rolls east.
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For smoking all I have is Air Force paper to roll my tobacco in, an eager sergeant had lectured us on the importance of the Ground Observer Corps and handed out fat books of blank paper to record whole armadas apparently of enemy bombers in some paranoiac Conelrad of his brainâHe was from New York and talked fast and was Jewish and made me homesickââAircraft Flash Message Record,â with lines and numbers, I take my little aluminum scissors and cut a square and roll a butt and when airplanes pass I mind my own business although he (the Sgt) did say âIf you see a flying saucer report the flying saucerââIt says on the blank: âNumber of aircraft, one, two, three, four, many, unknown,â reminds me of the dream I had of me and W. H. Auden standing at a bar on the Mississippi River joking elegantly about âwomenâs urineâââType of aircraft,â it goes on, âsingleâ, biâ, multiâ, jet, unknownââNaturally I love that unknown, got nothin else to do up there on DesolationââAltitude of aircraftâ (and dig this) âVery low, low, high, very high, unknownââthen SPECIAL REMARKS: EXAMPLES: âHostile aircraft, blimpâ (bloop), âhelicopter balloon, aircraft in combat or distress, etc.â (or whale)âO distressed rose unknown sorrow plane, come!
My cigarette paper is so sad.
âWhen will Andy and Fred get here!â I yell, when they come up that trail on mules and horses Iâll have real cigarette paper and my dear mail from my millions of charactersâ
For the trouble with Desolation, is, no characters, alone, isolated, but is Hozomeen isolate?
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My eyes in my hand, welded to wheel to welded to whang.
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To while away the time I play my solitaire card baseball game Lionel and I invented in 1942 when he visited Lowell and the pipes froze for Christmasâthe game is between the Pittsburgh Plymouths (my oldest team, and now barely on top of the 2nd division) and the New York Chevvies rising from the cellar ignominiously since they were world champions last yearâI shuffle my deck, write out the lineups, and lay out the teamsâFor hundreds of miles around, black night, the lamps of Desolation are lit, to a childish sport, but the Void is a child tooâand hereâs how the game goes:âwhat happens:âhow itâs won, and by whom:â
The opposing pitchers are, for the Chevvies, Joe McCann, old vet of 20 years in my leagues since first at 13 age Iâd belt iron rollerbearings with a nail in the appleblossoms of the Sarah backyard, Ah sadâJoe McCann, with a record of 1â2, (this is the 14th game of the season for both clubs), and an earned run average of 4.86, the Chevvies naturally heavily favored and especially as McCann is a star pitcher and Gavin a secondrater in my official effectiveness rulingsâand the Chevvies are hot anyway, comin up, and took the opener of this series 11â5 â¦
The Chevvies jump right out ahead in their half of the first inning as Frank Kelly the manager belts a long single into center bringing home Stan Orsowski from second where heâd gone on a bingle and walk to Duffyâyag, yag, you can hear those Chevvies (in my mind) talking it up and whistling and clapping the game onâThe poor greenclad Plymouths come on for their half of the opening inning, itâs just like real life, real baseball, I cant tell the difference between this and that howling wind and hundreds of miles of Arctic Rock withoutâ
But Tommy Turner with his great speed converts a triple into an inside-the-park homerun and anyway Sim Kelly has no arm out there and itâs Tommyâs sixth homerun, he is the âmagnificent oneâ all rightâand his 15th run batted in and heâs only been playin six games