of his hand.
3
He followed the signs to Emergency and found Jack sitting tense with one shoulder raised, twisting his knuckles. Jack looked up without recognition.
âIâm sorry. My cab got hung up in traffic. You must have been here quite a while already.â He felt he had to apologize to someone.
Jack said, âYou may as well sit down. They wonât let us in there.â
People on the hard wall-benches sat holding minor wounds and invisible illnesses. The room had a smell and a sound; the sound was a muted chorus of agony but it was the smell that Paul couldnât stand. Hospital staff in dirty white clothes kept hurrying in and out. An empty ambulance pulled away from the open ramp. There must have been twenty people in the room, most of them sitting, a few rushing in and out, and except for one woman who sat blindly holding a little boyâs hand, none of them seemed to pay any attention to one another. Pain was private, not for sharing.
A cop sat on the bench beside Jack. Paul sat down on the other side of him. Jack said, âThe officerâs kind enough to stay and see if he can help. This is my father-in-law.â
The cop extended a hand. He had a tough black face. âJoe Charles.â
âPaul Benjamin. Can you tell meâwhatâs happened?â
âI was telling Mr. Tobey here. We didnât want to question Mrs. Tobey too much, sheâs pretty shaken up.â
âWhat about my wife?â He said it quietly; he wanted to scream it. But you talked in muffled tones in a room full of strangers in anguish.
A man sat holding an injured arm against his belly, bleeding onto his lap. Paul wrenched his eyes off him.
The cop was saying, âWe donât know. She was still alive when they took her out of the ambulance.â
She was still alive âthe implications of the copâs choice of words set the pulsebeat drumming in Paulâs temples.
A young man in white came into the room in company with a nurse. The young man beckoned to the woman with the small boy. The woman took the boy by the hand and followed the intern and the nurse out of the room. The man with the injured arm watched them until they were gone. Blood kept soaking into his trousers. After a moment the cop said, âExcuse me,â and got up to walk over to the man, dragging a handkerchief out of his pocket.
Paul stared at his son-in-law: Jackâs face was gray. He didnât seem compelled to talk so Paul prompted him. âWhat did he say?â
âNot much.â Too stunned to be drawn out? Paul tried again:
âDid you talk to Carol?â
âYes. She didnât say much that made sense. She seems to be in shock.â
âAndâEsther?â
Jack shook his head. âLook, itâs very bad.â
âFor Godâs sake tell me.â
âThey beat them both up.â
âWho? Why?â He leaned forward and gripped Jackâs wrist. âYouâre a lawyer. Think like one. Testify like a witness, canât you? Tell me.â
Jack shook his head as if to clear it. âPop, I just donât know. Two men, maybe more. Somehow they got into your apartment. I donât know if they broke in or if Mom or Carol let them in. I donât know what they wanted there. I donât know what they did or why, except that theyâattackedâthem both. Oh, not rape, I donât mean rape. That wasnât it. They justâbeat them up.â
âWith their hands?â
âI guess so. There was no blood that I could see. I donât think they could have used knives or anything, there would have been blood, wouldnât there?â
âWho called the police? You?â
âNo. Carol called the police. Then the police called me.â
âWhen did it happen?â
âI donât know.â Jack looked at his watch and shot his cuff absently. âCouple of hours ago now, I guess.â
Paul tightened his grip on