to the bed, pausing twice to listen closely, I was aping his own footsteps. And by the time he realized no one was there, and turned, I was behind him.
âThe weather tomorrow will be fair,â I said, âwith temperatures in the mid-60s and a light southeasterly wind, brisker towards evening.â
He started to speak, then simply shook his head. He was thirtyish, with flat gray eyes, blond hair, a tan poplin suit. He wasnât new at this. Heâd been at one end or another of it many times before.
âIt would be terrible to miss such a day,â I said. âWe have so few of them.â
A lengthy silence as his eyes caught my own, and held. Then: âThe seasons do go on.â
âYes,â I said.
Another long silence.
âI do not know you.â
I shook my head. âNor I, you. It can stay that way.â
âYes. Sometimes that is the best choice.â He looked briefly about the room. âIt seems the client neglected to provide me with information necessary to executing the assignment.â
âThereâs not a lot of professionalism left.â
âHe failed to tell me what you were. I would have to say that such bad faith voids the contract. You would agree?â
âI would.â But this manâs utter humorlessness, those gray eyes round and flat and hard as lentils, still frightened me.
âGood,â he said. He watched light sweep quickly along the wall, snag in a corner and momentarily brighten there, then fade, as a car passed outside. âI was to kill you, you know.â
I nodded.
âWould I have been able to do that?â He remained staring at the wall, as though awaiting the next car.
I held out a hand, palm up. âYou didnât.â And shrugged. âMaybe the only things that can be, are those that are .â
âBut we will never know.â Philosophy at five in the morning with the man who came to take you down: we lead a rich life, out here on the edge.
He looked back at me.
âOnly once before have I come to kill a man and turned away from it.â
âThen Iâm glad I could be here to share this moment with you.â
After a moment he said: âA joke.â
I nodded.
He nodded back. âI was sixteen. I went into my fatherâs room, where he was, as most nights, drunk and sleeping. I had brought along a knife from the kitchen, the sharpest one I could find. For a long time I stood with the knife poised above his chest, looking down at him, slowly coming to understand that I did not have to kill him now, that it was enough just to know how easily I could have. That was the last time I saw him.â
He still had not moved. His eyes remained on mine.
âHis grave is covered with kudzu now. You know about kudzu? Amazing stuff. Brought over from Japan to help control erosion, then it started taking over everything. Climbs radio towers, covers entire hills a foot or two deep. People have to go out every day and chop it back from their yards.â
Lights again went by outside, but barely showed on the wall. He started towards the door and I went along.
âThe man you will be wanting to see is Howard the Horse. He will not be wanting to see you.â
âAnd where would I start looking?â
âYou would probably start looking at a greasy spoon on Ervay and North Main.â He pronounced it greezy . âYou would probably stop looking there, too.â
âA joke.â
Nothing. Not a blink, not even a shrug.
âMindyâs Diner. Corner table, rear. Guy wears a jockey cap year âround, day and night. Looks to be the same cap going on ten years now.â
âThanks.â
âThink of it as professional courtesy.â
âI owe you.â
âNo. No one owes me.â
We walked to the door together. I opened it for him.
âEnjoy the fine weather tomorrow,â I said.
He looked back. After a moment he said, âYou