said, only half as a question. Dr. Gordon shook his head.
âIâm not God,â he said. He was looking at a card on his desk as he spoke, not at Grace Spencer. If he had looked at her, her face might have told him she found his last remark unconvincing. But probably it would have told him nothing of the kind; it was a pleasant face he was used to, with good, clear brown eyes. Normal vision, no evidence of undue strain. The undue strain which was sometimes elsewhere in Grace Spencer when she looked at Dr. Gordon was not apparent, even to an outstanding specialist. It occurred to Grace Spencer, sometimes, that Andrew Gordon was excessively interested in what people could see out of their eyes, and insufficiently concerned with what other people could see by looking into them. Not that, as things stood, it would make any difference to her; it was fortunate, indeed, that he never saw anything in her eyes except their physical efficiency.
âIf Mrs. Fleming calls; as she undoubtedly will,â Dr. Gordon said, âtell her yes, sheâs got to keep on wearing dark glasses, and Iâm very sorry if she thinks they are unbecoming. Tell her a white cane would be even less becoming.â
âAll right,â Grace said. âActually, it would be fun to tell her just that.â
Dr. Gordon smiled fleetingly. He agreed it would be fun.
âHowever,â he said, and let it go at that.
He looked at more cards and stood up.
âIn short,â he said, âcontinue treatment as before. If the roof falls in, Iâll be at the hospital.â He smiled at her. âAnd,â he said, âunavailable.â He stood for a moment, looking abstractedly out of the window. Abstractedly, he took a full package of cigarettes from a pocket and his precise fingers found the opener tab of the cellophane wrapping. He flicked it off and his fingers, which seemed so much more deft than most fingers, felt for the package opening.
âYouâre operating, Doctor,â Grace said. It was something she said three times a week; something she said on Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays at, approximately, ten twenty-two A.M.
âDamn,â Dr. Gordon said, as he said at approximately five seconds after ten twenty-two A.M. on Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays. He put the unopened package of cigarettes back in his pocket. He said, âThank you, Nurse,â with the calculated bitterness which was part of the formula. Then he smiled.
âCompensation cases again at noon,â Grace Spencer said. âItâs Monday.â
Dr. Gordon nodded; this was a formula recurrent only twice a week, on Mondays and Fridays. He said he remembered. He said he would probably be a little late.
âProbably,â Grace Spencer agreed.
Dr. Gordon already had his light topcoat back across his arm and was moving toward the door. He still held most of the letters, open now. At Deborahâs desk he paused and dropped them in front of her.
âAppointments, Debbie,â he said. âNothing Friday afternoon.â He started away. He turned back. âUnless it seems to be really urgent,â he said.
Deborah said she knew. Dr. Gordon went on across the waiting room, but at the front door he paused again.
âGive the boy my love when you see him,â he said, and went out. It was between ten twenty-five and ten thirty.
For the next two hours, both Grace Spencer and Deborah Brooks afterward agreed, nothing out of the ordinary happened. There was the usual number of telephone callsâsome for appointments, which Deborah handled; some for advice and counsel, which went to Grace. Mrs. Fleming did call. Grace Spencer assured her that it was essential to continue to wear the dark glasses, even if they did make her look like an owl. Deborah made half a dozen appointments for the next two days and refused one for Friday afternoon. She answered letters and typed up the office records of the compensation cases.
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