phone wakes me up, and I grab it off the marble coffee table. Iâm disappointed to see Ms. Lessardâs cell number. Where the hell is Shawna?
âHave you heard from that girl? Shawna?â she says after we establish that neither of us has heard from Amy.
I sit up and try to focus. âNo. I keep trying, but nothing yet. What do the police say? Are they looking for Amy?â
Thereâs a pause before Ms. Lessard answers. Itâs like sheâs on a five-second delay. âThey usually wait twenty-four hours to investigate a missing person, but since Amyâs so young...â Her voice trails off. âThey still think sheâs probably with a friend, but theyâre not taking any chances.â Another pause before she says, âThe police are on their way to see you, Eric. Itâs only a formality, a process of elimination. No one thinks youâve done anything to her.â
âThey always suspect the boyfriend, right?â I say. Iâd never hurt Amy. Ms. Lessard knows that. Doesnât she?
As if sheâs read my mind, she says, âI know youâd never hurt Amy, Eric. I told them that. Theyâre just being, you know, thorough.â
âThorough,â I repeat. The doorbell rings. I can hear my momâs heels clicking across the floor. âGotta go, Ms. L,â I say. âI think the cops are here. Thanks for the heads up.â I end the call just as my momâs voice comes over the intercom.
âEric. The police are here. Something about Amy. Please come up. Weâre in the kitchen.â
When I get there, she is offering the two copsâone man, one womanâ coffee. When they refuse, she pours herself a glass of white wine and says, âShould I stay?â
âMight be a good idea, maâam,â the man says, âsince your sonâs a minor.â
âHow long will this take?â she says, looking at her watch.
âNot long, if Eric cooperates,â the woman replies.
Mom laughs gaily, as if sheâs at a cocktail party, flirting with one of Dadâs cronies. âEricâs very cooperative, arenât you, sweetie?â She perches on a stool by the counter and pats the stools on either side of her. âMake yourselves comfortable, officers. Eric, tell them what they want to know.â She winks at the man, who blushes. Both officers stay standing.
âWhen did you last see Amy, son?â the man asks.
I hate it when men call me âson.â My own parents never call me that. Why should anyone else?
âLast night,â I tell him. âAt a party on Washington Avenue.â
âWe heard there was a fight. Between you and Amy.â
âWhereâd you hear that?â I say.
âDoesnât matter. Is it true?â
âYeah. But it was no big deal. She wanted to stay and dance. I didnât. Like I said, no big deal.â
âWhat time was this?â
I think for a minute. We had gone to the party at around ten. Had a few drinks. Danced a bit. It was boring. I wanted to be alone with Amy. The music was way too loud, and everyone but me was on their way to getting wasted. Including Amy.
âI didnât check my watch. Probably around midnight.â
The woman writes something in a notebook, and Mom takes a sip of her drink.
âAre you the jealous type, Eric?â the woman asks.
âJealous? No. Not really.â
âI hear your girlfriend was very attractive. And popular.â
âYeah. She was. Is.â Why are they referring to her in the past tense? She isnât dead. I know she isnât.
âSo that didnât bother you?â
âNot really. She wasâisâfriendly.â
âFriendly.â The woman turns the word over in her mouth like a hard candy.
âYeah. As far as I know, popularityâs not a crime.â
Mom snorts, and the male cop raises his eyebrows at her.
âWhat did you do after you left the