what was happening. Though Karon was scarcely past fifty, a tall and vigorous man with but a few threads of gray in his light hair, I had long laid away any expectation of our growing old together. He had cheated death too many times, even traveled beyond the Verges and glimpsed LâTiereâthe realm of the dead that his people called âthe following life.â I feared the payment was coming due.
The morning of the Feast of Vines was sunny and crisp, a nice change from our inordinately cold and wet spring. Though the sunlight woke me earlier than usual, Karon was already up. From the bedroom window I spotted him in the garden, walking on the path that overlooked the willow pond. Pulling a gown over my shift and sticking my feet in shoes, I hurried outdoors to join him.
I sneaked up from behind and threw my arms around him in a fierce embrace. âAre you hiding feast gifts out here for me, good sir?â
He groaned sharply and bent forward, as if Iâd stabbed him in the gut.
âHoly Annadis, Karon, youâre hurt! What is it?â
Hunched over, he clutched his belly as if he were going to retch, his face gray, lips colorless. âSorry . . .â He held his breath as long as he could in between short, labored gasps.
I took his arm and led him across the damp grass to a stone bench surrounded by a bed of blue and yellow iris left soggy and bent by a late spring snowstorm. âEarth and sky! Is this whatâs had you skipping meals and walking half the night?â
He sank slowly onto the bench. â. . . was going to tell you . . . soon . . . Iâm not sure . . .â
âShhh.â My fingers smoothed away the tight, deep creases on his brow and stroked his broad shoulders, which were knotted and rigid. When his breathing eased a bit, I pressed one finger to his lips before he could speak. âRemember there is only truth between us.â
He took my hand, kissed it, and pressed it to his brow before enfolding it in both of his. âI suspect itâs a growth in my stomach.â His bleak smile twisted the dagger in my heart. âIâve tried to imagine itâs something else, but all the willing in the world hasnât made it go away as yet. Not a pleasant prospect, I must say. When Iâve seen it in my patients, Iâve judged it best to leave nature have its will and use my power to . . . ease the way. Ah, gods, Seri, Iâm so sorry.â
Of course, Karon would not be able to ease his own way, for the enchantments of a DarâNethi sorcerer cannot be turned in upon the wielder for either good or ill. Heâd given so much for all of us. It wasnât fair. . . .
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The disease devoured him. A fortnight after the Feast of Vines, Karon canceled his long-planned sojourn at the University, where he was to give the first lectures on the history of the DarâNethi sorcerers in the Four Realms, an enterprise dear to his heart. And as our frigid spring slogged toward an equally unseasonable summer, he relinquished his healing practice, growing weaker and so consumed by pain that he could not bear the lightest touch.
All that our mundane worldâs physicians could offer were blisterings and bleedings that would sap his remaining strength and hasten the end. And so I cursed the demands of fate, generosity, and politics that made it necessary for him to live so far from his own people, some of them Healers like himselfâsorcerers who might have helped him. But only the Prince of Avonar, our old friend VenâDar, had the power to cross DâArnathâs Bridge at will, and only once a year in autumn did he unbar the way between magical Gondai and our mundane world and come to exchange news and greetings. Autumn was months away. Karon would never last so long.
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âSeri, come tell him youâre going to bed. He wonât take the ajuria until heâs sure youâre not coming back. He needs it badly.â
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