over her face. Sheâd let him in and sheâd let him touch her.
âYouâre okay, Carly. Thatâs the main thing.â Dean signalled his partner. âAnd someone in your home is a serious matter, whether you locked your doors or not. Iâm going to log your details now and organise fingerprinting and a check of CCTV before my shift ends.â He paused to glance at the dark expanse of the warehouse beyond her door. âMaybe a canvass of your neighbours. And Iâll be recommending your case gets handed over to detectives. You should expect a call later today.â
Carly copied his glimpse at the corridor. âWhat if heâs still in the building?â
âThe building has been searched and thereâs been a troop of cops through here tonight. That kind of thing usually scares an offender off.â Deanâs partner moved between them into the quiet gloom.
Carly lowered her voice. âWhat if he lives here?â
Dean made a doubtful face. âIs there someone you can call?â
âNo.â
âA family member? A friend?â
âI donât know anyone in Newcastle.â
âWhat about your neighbours?â
She hadnât met them yet. Sheâd barely spoken to anyone since sheâd moved in â and she wasnât about to introduce herself at four oâclock in the morning and ask if she could camp on their sofa. âNo, thereâs no need to wake anyone.â
Dean produced a business card. âThis is my mobile number. Call if youâre worried. Iâm working until nine but I keep my phone on during the day.â He was through the door by the time heâd finished, held out a hand to shake. It was warm and firm and calm, everything Carly wasnât. âLock your doors and try to relax, okay?â
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Carly toggled the deadlock back and forth, gave it a firm tug then pressed her back to the door. Held up her hands and eyed the twitching and jerking of her fingers: her baggage was trembling and breathless inside her.
She didnât need to hide it now, so she let it carry her away, long strides down the hallway and through the living room, unlocking and re-locking the balcony door, keeping the keys in her fist as she moved about. Restless, fearful, searching. She didnât know what she what she was looking for, only that a man had made his way through theapartment to her bedside without waking her. He could have been here for hours.
Wishing she had more lights to switch on, she lifted the cushions on the sofa, looked in the kitchen cupboards, the half bathroom. Then up in the loft: under the bed, in the ensuite, inside the wardrobe. There was nothing except the anxious apprehension crawling under her skin.
She couldnât go back to bed. She was repulsed by the thought of him in her loft, and couldnât risk lying still when she was like this. Hauling at the sheets as though they were infested, she tossed them over the rail for washing later. She wanted a shower to scrub off the memory of him but was scared heâd come back when she was wet and naked, so she stalked the apartment instead. Tired but wakeful, drained but hyper, turning on the telly, flicking aimlessly through the channels, shifting from the sofa to the kitchen counter to the wall of checkerboard glass that looked out onto the balcony.
A cup of tea kept her still for fifteen minutes. Another one made her doze fitfully for ten. At six forty, she stood at the windows and watched the sun lighten the sky, her body telling her she needed to be outside, pounding a path. Walking had been her physical and mental therapy for so long, it was the first thing her body craved when the agitation started.
She zipped her mobile and keys into the pockets of a jacket and ran the four flights of zigzag stairs to the foyer, her breath steaming in the frosty air when she hit the street. She followed the route sheâd taken both previous mornings, a flat,