made for,â Gabrielle said softly, stroking the links with the pads of her fingers. âBut I know it belongs to me. Itâs
supposed
to be mine. I love this, Joie. It feels right on my wrist, almost as if itâs part of my skin.â She lifted the bracelet to admire it in the moonlight.
As soon as the beams of light hit it, the bracelet lit up, moving of its own accord, a glittering warmth that surrounded her wrist, snug, but not at all tight. She loved it. More, she loved the fact that it had belonged to an ancestor before her and that Jubal had been the one to pass it on to her.
âYou have something old. Something borrowed and something blue. You still need something new. You said you wanted to blend traditional with human so we need to cover all four bases,â Joie said.
âEverything is perfect, Joie. I couldnât ask for anything more.â
âShea, Savannah and Raven had something made for you. Something brand-new. Byron made it. Do you remember him at all? He lives in Italy with his lifemate, but heâs a gem caller, and they asked him to make you something special for your wedding.â
Tears clogged Gabrielleâs throat. She knew sheâd become bitter toward the Carpathians ever since Gary had nearly diedâever since Gregori had brought him fully into their world. She felt like sheâd lost him twice. First in death, and then to the prince and his second-in-command. Gary was fully a Daratrazanoff, and with that name came the power and responsibilities givenâand those were huge. Still, sheâd pushed aside the friendships sheâd forged with some of the women, and that had been wrong. Very wrong.
âI donât deserve anything from them, Joie,â she admitted in a low voice. âIâve been standoffish.â
More than that, sheâd been restless and irritable, as if something deep inside her called to her. Wanted. No, even needed and recognized that time was growing short. Sheâd pushed for the marriage because she knew if she didnât do this now, something terrible was going to happen.
She pressed both hands to her churning stomach. Sheâd woken up from her sleepâthe terrible paralysis of the Carpathian peopleâdeep beneath the earth. She could hear her heart thudding dangerously loud. She felt the echo of the nightmare, the vicious stabbing as the knife blade penetrated her body, slicing deep over and over. She relived it, but the moment she woke, there was an echo of something else. Something she couldnât quite catch. So elusive, but so important. The feeling of dread built in her until every rising she wanted to run away and hide.
She still couldnât tell Joie, as much as she wanted to. She could only tell Gary. He didnât look at her as if she wasnât quite up to the standards of the Sanders family. Joie and Jubal could kick serious butt. Gabrielle stood over Garyâs broken, wounded body and cried her eyes out. She had nightmares when other Carpathians said they didnât dreamâas in ever. She was growing afraid as each rising passed. She had to be somewhere, and the need in her was so strong, she feared she would take off on her own soon. She didnât make sense. The Carpathian way of life was definitely not good for her and she had to find a balance before she went crazy. Gary was her balance.
âShea, Raven and Savannah love you, Gabrielle. All of us noticed youâve been withdrawn, but itâs entirely permissible and even understandable, after what happened to Gary. Everyone knows you love him. How could that not affect you? Of course youâve been moody and withdrawn.â
âDonât make excuses for me,â Gabrielle said. âTheyâre my friends, youâre my sister, and I shut all of you out.â
Joie hugged her tight. âIâm the queen of shutting people out, Gabby. Youâre a Sanders. When we have problems, we tend to keep