scorched with crosshatched sunburn and drooping ears red and thick as ham. Heâs saying something but the wind blasts it away. The land skims by, a flat plain broken with lava rock and spotted with sage. Thin sky, rags of cloud. The early coat of autumn shows its bright tans and shorn fields, the first scent of bitter dying in the air.
He says, âI thought your dad was going to bite his ear off.â
On the seat between them, balanced atop a pair of hardened leather work gloves and two V-belts, is Grandpaâs set of scriptures, zipped into a leather case: the Bible, the Book of Mormon, the Doctrine and Covenants, the Pearl of Great Price.
They are wearing their Sunday suits, but they are not going to church.
They pass through Wendell and onto Interstate 84, bound for Twin Falls. Grandpa pushes the Ford to seventy, seventy-five, and stops trying to shout above the noise. He is handsome, better looking than the rest of the Harder men: tall, neat, sun chapped. Beside him, Jason feels thin and soft. He hates the way he looks, his dense scrub of auburn hair, his freckles, his gangling knobbiness. Grandpaâs dark gray hair is oiled, rows of comb tines as neat as a barley field, and his suit smells of Old Spice and perspiration.
An adrenal flutter passes through Jason, then comes again.They are not going to church, though they have told Jasonâs parents they are driving to Rupert so Grandpa can speak to the ward there. It is a plausible lieâGrandpa is a high councillor and he often goes to speak at the Mormon wards around southern Idahoâbut Jason is astonished that Grandpa told it.
âThis oughta be something,â Grandpa shouts.
Jason nods. He wants to say
More than something,
but then he doesnât want to say it anymore. This day wears a skin around it, a membrane that might burst with the wrong word. They are going to watch Evel Knievel jump the Snake River Canyon in a steam-powered rocket.
Grandpa says, âWhat do you think? He gonna make it?â
âNot sure.â
âWell, Judas Priest. Of course youâre not sure. But what do you
think
?â
Who could say? Jason sees every jump he can, worshipping at the Panasonic each time Evel Knievel climbs onto a motorcycle and flies into the air. It began when Jason watched the Caesars Palace crash on
Wide World of Sports
when he was nine: Evel Knievel bouncing off the ramp, body rippling and bike roaring after him like an angry bull. Surely that was a vision of death. But Evel Knievel survived and went out and did it again and again.
This jump today, thoughârocket ship, canyonâthis is something else.
âWhat do
you
think?â Jason shouts.
Grandpa laughs.
âHe might just do it. He might. I mean, allâs heâs got to do is sit there and get shot a long way.â
âThatâs all an astronaut does, too, but that donât make it easy.â
This is something Evel Knievel himself has said, in one of the articles Jason razored from the
Times-News
and taped into his scrapbook.
âWell,â Grandpa says, like heâs not going to fight about something so silly with such a junior opponent. âItâs not exactly the moon launch.â
Jason wants to ask Grandpa about their lie. To pin down why it might be acceptable, given what he and the other elders always say in church: Thou shalt not bear false witness. Jasonâs parents had cited another commandment when they initially told him he couldnât go to the canyon jump: Thou shalt keep the Sabbath holy. He was pissed off for days, until Grandpa approachedâin his shoulder-to-shoulder, gazing-at-the-horizon way one morning while Jason was feeding calvesâand asked if heâd heard of this fella Knievel.
He could understand Grandpa wanting to see the jump. He used to race motorbikes in the desert and drive to Boise for the stock cars. The lie, though. Why would he do it, and then just wink about it? Jason wonders,