thigh muscles! Mine are really strong because of horse riding.â
But then Mrs. Truman clapped her hands to bring us all to attention. âGood work, everyone. Well done! Sit down now and Iâll tell you about the dance show thatâs happening on the second-to-last Saturday evening of term.â
I felt a gasp inside me. Why was Mrs. Truman telling us about the dance show? What did it have to do with us? This had been such a good gym lesson until now.
âThis is a show for the whole school, which means that anyone can be in it. And we also need a nice big audience to help create a brilliant atmosphere. There arenât any parents or outsiders at this event, but last year the whole school came along and had a great time!â
âWhat kind of dancing is it?â someone asked.
âWell Iâm just coming to that,â said Mrs. Truman. âIf youâre keen on doing a tap routine, or modern dance, jazz, ballet, national, Latin American or any other sort of dance I may have missed outâ â she did a little chuckle â âthen let me know by the weekend and I can get to work on the programme. You have to produce about three to five minutes worth of dancing, but it must be of a high standard.â Mrs. Truman stressed the word must . âI donât know you Year Sevens too well yet, so if any of you has any particular talent, do please come along and tell me, and then we can see what you might be able to do in the show. So far, weâve got tap, modern, street and ballet routines, which have been organized through the individual junior and senior clubs, but thereâs no reason why people shouldnât work out their own routines without any teachers involved, and then I can check them through and see if theyâre up to scratch.â She smiled around at us all. âAnyway, have a think about it, and donât forget, let me know by the weekend.â
We six didnât bother to change at the end of gym, as it was the last lesson. We just put our tracksuits on to walk back to Forest Ash.
âThe dance show sounds exciting, doesnât it?â Sasha said, when weâd hardly set off.
And then the words Iâd been dreading came up, as I knew they would. âIzzy, you must definitely dance in it! Youâd be a natural,â said Nicole. âI mean, you must have done some sort of dancing when you were younger.â
âYes, you weell be our Emerald dancer!â said Antonia, her eyes all sparkly. âYou can dance for us all.â
My mouth felt dry. âIâ¦donât really want to,â I said carefully. âI donât actually doâ¦dancing any more.â I didnât look round but I could just feel lots of eyes on me, including Sashaâs. I thought I ought to add something more final to close the conversation completely. âItâs in my past.â
The moment the words were out of my mouth I regretted them, because they sounded too dramatic. There was a silence, and I had no idea how to fill it.
âWh⦠what exactly is in your past?â asked Bryony, looking puzzled.
âBallet.â There. Iâd said it.
âSo, you did do ballet onceâ¦right?â said Bryony, still looking a bit confused.
It was Emily who tried to get straight to the point. âWhy didnât you tell us? Donât you like it any more, Izzy?â
Yes, I love it , said the other me .
âNo,â I answered, my voice coming out a bit more firmly than Iâd meant it to.
Sasha linked her arm through mine. âWell, itâll be good fun watching, anyway,â she said brightly. âI wonder if itâll be in the theatre?â
No one answered and I felt embarrassed for making the atmosphere awkward, and for making Sasha feel sorry for me. I was sure she would bring up the subject later when we were on our own, but I really didnât want her to. Maybe my no that had come out like a bullet would