isnât it? Unless youâre a professional ballet dancer, I guess.â
My heart began to thud. They were talking about a ballet performance. Miss Morgan? Yes, Iâd heard of her. She was the Silver Spires dance mistress.
What? A ballet performance? Here? At school? said the other me , forgetting, as usual, that the new me didnât want to know these things.
And a few seconds later Olivia gave me the answer. She sounded half nervous, half sulky. âItâs going to be so scary on that stage when just about everyone in this place thinks ballet is the least cool thing ever. They just donât get it, do they? I mean, theyâve got no clue how hard it is.â
I didnât stay to hear any more. I just got up, switched off the TV and left the room. I wished Iâd never found out about this ballet performance. The very thought of it made waves of tension zap through me. I knew it had nothing to do with me. It wasnât as if Iâd be dancing myself. But it was still ballet, and that wasnât supposed to be a part of my new life here at Silver Spires. Iâd done everything I could to avoid it, yet it had crept up on me again.
I raced up to the dorm and sat on my bed, trying to calm down, telling myself that I didnât have to watch the performance if I didnât want to. Surely it wouldnât be compulsory to attend. In fact, I didnât even know if Year Sevens would be invited. No, Iâd just keep right away from it and everything would be fine.
But the other me wouldnât leave the subject alone.
It sounds like Abiâs really good. Iâd like to see her dance .
Then the new me slammed the door shut. Well, youâre not going to. It would only upset you. Balletâs in your past.
Chapter Two
âOkay, girls, letâs do some stretches. Sitting on your mats in your proper gym position.â Mrs. Truman, our PE teacher, paused and checked we all had legs stretched, toes pointed, backs straight and heads up. âRemember, gymnastics is an individual sport, so you donât need to look around at each other.â
We were all still puffing a bit from the warm-up. Weâd done lots of side skipping and different sorts of jogging with our heels up and then our knees up, and backwards jogging too, and all the activities made me feel alive. Gym is the complete opposite to ballet. In gym, you donât turn out your legs and your feet like you do in ballet. You point your feet straight out in front. You donât curve your arms softly, you snap them tight in a wide V. You donât grow up out of your ribcage, feeling the imaginary piece of string making you tall; you arch your back hard. If Iâd gone to The Royal Ballet School I wouldnât be allowed to do gym, because it would spoil my ballet technique and risk injury. At Silver Spires, I can do it as much as I want. So I make the most of it and, as well as the ordinary lessons, I go to gym club.
After the stretches, we put the mats together and worked in groups on a routine which had to include moves from four to three to two points of balance. I was with all my friends and we had a brilliant time moving in and out of various shapes. I concentrated hard on making sure I didnât do anything that might look too graceful or ballet-like, and didnât mind too much when Bryony suddenly said, âYour legs are very strong, arenât they?â
âI like gym,â I said, carefully.
Bryony was looking at me as though she was really impressed with my strength. âYouâre the only one of us six who can support my weight in the aeroplane balance,â she said now. âAnd yet youâve got such a small, slim build. Have you done lots of gym before, Izzy?â
I felt myself crumble a bit inside. âNo, not loadsâ¦well, quite a lotâ¦â I knew I was sounding unsure of myself and it was a relief when Emily suddenly spoke excitedly. âLetâs compare