ticket ,â she said. Zach started to cry again. âShut up, Zach!â Ronnie turned to him and grabbed his shoulders. âGoddamn it! Zach, please. Just stop crying.â
I got an icy feeling in the pit of my stomach. I stopped the car and turned to look over my shoulder at her. âPlease tell me the car isnât stolen.â
âTheo! Of course itâs not stolen .â
âWhat is it then? Why are you freaking out?â Behind me, I could see the cop getting out of his car and walking toward us. My chest tightened. âRonnie? Is there something I should know?â
Zach started crying louder than ever. âJust donât use my name,â Ronnie said. She unbuckled Zach and pulled him out of his car seat and onto her lap.
I had started to roll down my window, and the cop was only a few feet away. â What? Are you serious?â
âOr Zachâs,â she said under her breath.
The car was stolen. I just knew it. My hands were slick with sweat. I wiped them on my jeans and turned to watch the cop walk the last few feet to our car.
Ronnie was cooing to Zach now. âCome here, baby. Iâm sorry I yelled at you. You want a snack, honey? Raisins? Goldfish crackers?â She rummaged in the bag on the seat beside her.
I felt sick. Sure, Ronnie had been my babysitterâbut that was six years ago, when she was an eleventh-grader. I knew nothing about this girl sitting behind me. She could be anyone. A car thief. Or worse, a drug dealer. What if the trunk was full of coke or something?
God knows my parents werenât going to believe that I had nothing to do with it.
âGood evening,â the cop said, leaning down to the open window.
âUm, hi. Sorry. Was I speeding? I thought I was pretty much going the speed limit.â My heart was racing, and I had to fight to keep my voice level. Please, God, I know I havenât been to church in a few years, but if you could just do me this one favor and not let him look in the trunk...
The cop was middle-aged, darkeyed and brown-skinned, with a heavy moustache. I figured he was leaning in to check my breath, like my father always did. âYou had anything to drink tonight?â he asked.
âNo.â I gestured at the paper cups in the drinks tray. âJust coffee.â
âOregon license plates, huh? Where are you heading?â
âIâm from Portland. Going to Los Angeles. Um, I have family down there,â I said. It wasnât true, but it seemed like a good thing to say. Like, a responsible kind of reason to be driving through California at night . Please donât look in the trunk. Donât search the car. âUm, was I over the speed limit?â
He straightened up with a grunt, hands on his lower back. âYou werenât speeding. Youâve got a taillight out though.â
âOh. I didnât realize...â
âNo one ever does. No one thinks to check their taillights.â He shook his head. âBetter get that fixed, all right?â
âYeah, for sure. Thanks for letting me know.â Zach wasnât crying anymore, and I didnât want to draw attention to him and Ronnie in the backseat, so I kept my eyes on the cop. âIâll get that dealt with right away.â
âAll right then. You have a safe trip.â
âThanks.â My hand was shaking as I rolled my window closed. A cold trickle of sweat ran down my back. I turned around in my seat. âWhat was all that about?â
She lifted Zach back into his car seat. âWhat? I just didnât want to get a ticket, thatâs all.â She tucked Zachâs arms back into his straps and fastened the buckle across his chest. Her face was flushed, and she didnât meet my gaze.
âAnd that business about not using your name?â I started up the engine and rejoined the flow of traffic on the freeway.
âI donât know,â she said. âI just donât