aren't very near now, lounging about in the Devonian! Not that I believe
your story anyway."
"Believe or not, as you please," Bush said. He loathed cross-questioning
and shook with anger as Lenny turned away.
Unmoved by the argument, one of the other tershers said, "We had to work,
get cash, take the CSD shot, come back here. Lot of money. Lot of work!
Still don't believe we're really here."
"We aren't. The universe is, but we aren't. Or rather, the universe may
be and we aren't. They still aren't sure which way it is. There's a lot
about mind-travel that still has to be understood." He was heavy and
patronizing to cover his disturbance.
"Would you paint us?" Ann asked him. It was the only reaction he got to his
announcement that he was a painter.
He looked her in the eye. He thought he understood the glance that passed
involuntarily between them. One gratifying thing about growing older was
that you misinterpreted such looks more rarely.
"If you interested me I would."
"Only we don't want to be painted, see," Lenny said.
"I wasn't volunteering to do it. What sort of work did you do to earn
the cash to get here?"
Bush was not interested in their answer. He was looking at Ann, who had
dropped her gaze. He thought that he could feel her -- nothing could be
touched in the limbo of mind-travel, but she was from his time, so she
would respond to touch.
One of the anonymous tershers answered him. "Except for Ann here, and
Josie, we all ganged on the new Bristol mind-station. We was some of the
first to mind through when it was finished. Know it?"
"I designed the SKG, the groupage in the foyer -- the synchronized-signal
nodal re-entry symbol with the powered interlocking vanes. 'Progression,'
it's called."
"That bloody thing!" As he spoke, Lenny pulled the cigarlet from his mouth
and sent it spinning towards the slow-motion sea. The end lay just above
the waves, glowing, until lack of oxygen extinguished it.
"Me, I liked it," Pete said. "Looked like a couple of record-breaking
watches had run into each other on a dark night and were signaling for
help!" He laughed vacuously.
"You shouldn't laugh at yourself. You just gave us a pretty good
description of all this." Bush swung his hand about to take in the
visible and invisible universe.
"Piss off!" Lenny said, heaving himself off his bike and moving over to Bush.
"You are so smart and boring, Jack! You can just piss off!"
Bush got up. But for the girl, he would have pissed off. He had no
inclination to be beaten up by this mob. "If you don't care for my
conversation, why don't you supply some?"
"You talk rubbish, that's why. That business about the Old Red Sandstone
. . ."
"It's true! You may not like it, or care about it, but it's not rubbish."
He pointed at the older man with dark dyed hair, standing slightly apart
from the group. "Ask him! Ask your girl friend. Up in 2090, all that you
see here is compressed into a few feet of rumpled red rock -- shingle,
fish, plants, sunlight, moonlight, the very breeze, all solidified down
into something the geologists hack out of the earth with pickaxes.
If you don't know about that or you aren't moved by the poetry of it,
why bother to blow ten years' savings to come back here?"
"I'm not saying nothing about that, chum. I'm saying you bore me."
"It's entirely mutual." He had gone as far as he was prepared to go,
and it seemed that Lenny had too, for he backed away indifferently when
Ann came in and shouted them both down.
"He talks like an artist, doesn't he?" the plump little Josie said,
mainly addressing the older man. "I think there's something in what he says.
We aren't getting the best out of it here, really, I mean. It is a bit
marvelous here, isn't it, long before there were any men or women on
the globe?"
"The capacity for wonder is available to everyone. But most people are
afraid of it." The older man had spoken.
Lenny gave a bark of contempt. "Don't you start in,