she smiled, she said the right words, but she didnât so much as incline her head to Gatty.
She didnât even notice her.
Gatty felt breathless. Her mouth was dry and there was such a knot in her throat. She had heard all about the betrothal but this was the first time she had ever seen Winnie, face-to-face.
All day Gatty kept her distance from Winnie, her sharp words and flashing betrothal ring, her flame of hair, her wide-sleeved gown and grassgreen shoes.
In her stained sackcloth and untanned boots, Gatty felt as if her own friendship with Arthur didnât really exist. She felt so worthless.
Yuletide! How soon the twelve days were over.
On the last morning, Gatty carried her squawking chickens one by one up to Sir Johnâs run, and drove Hopeless up to Sir Johnâs byre. She put her arms right round her cowâs neck, and felt her calm warmth; then Gattygave a long moo, soft as the bottom-most notes of a flute and, with an aching heart, walked away.
In the afternoon, Gatty found Oliver in the church vestry. He was sitting at his sloping desk, his feet on a footstool, writing on a piece of parchment.
âThere you are!â said Gatty.
âIn the service of the Lord,â Oliver replied.
âOliver, can you write a message for me? Please.â
âCan I or will I?â
âWill you?â
Oliver looked dimly at Gatty. âTo whom?â
âArthur!â
Oliver smiled. âThereâs a surprise,â he said. âWell, youâre in luck. Iâve one small piece of parchment left over from my labors. My morning labors.â
âWho are you writing to?â asked Gatty.
âLady Gwynethâs priest.â
âWhy? What about?â
Oliver completed the character and then the word he was writing. Then he rolled up the little scroll and gave it to Gatty.
âKeep it safe and dry,â he said. âThis letter could make all the difference.â
âTo what?â
âYouâll find out,â said Oliver. âNow! Whatâs your message?â
âReady?â asked Gatty. âWhere are you today I keep wondering. I often talk to you and see you easy. â
âEasily,â said Oliver.
âNo,â said Gatty. âEasy.â
âEasy is wrong,â said Oliver.
âNot for me,â Gatty replied. âPlease, Oliver! Write what I say. Then Arthur will hear me.â
Oliver pressed his lips together. âGo on, then,â he said.
â You got the sky on your shoulders, â Gatty dictated. â You remember when I said letâs go to Jerusalem? I canât explain but somehow I thought it, I believed it, and now Iâm going. You and your singing will keep us all safe, Lady Gwyneth says. Arthur, when are you coming back? I havenât forgot⦠â
âForgotten,â said Oliver.
Gatty gently shook her head and then, very boldly, she laid the flat of her right hand on Oliverâs back.
Oliver sniffed.
ââ¦I havenât forgot going upstream. You promised. Or can you ride to Ewloe. Them bulls, and me wearing Sir Johnâs armor, and rescuing Sian from the fishpond and going to Ludlow Fair, and everythingâ¦Itâs true! It is. Best things donât never get lost.â
Oliver looked up at Gatty: so eager, her eyes shining. He knitted his brows. âJust what are you to Arthur?â he inquired.
âMe? To Arthur? What do you mean?â And then, with a smile and a little shrug, Gatty said, âTrue.â
âYes,â said Oliver. âTrue.â He wrote four more words, and voiced them as he wrote.
â By your true Gatty â¦
âThere you are!â said Oliver. âThatâs your letter.â
âWill you keep it and give it to him?â Gatty asked. âWhen he gets home.â
âIf he gets home,â the priest replied.
âHe will,â said Gatty.
âSome do,â the priest said. âMost