yours was the most difficult and painful Iâve ever had to watch.â
I sat up a little straighter. âYou were there?â I didnât remember seeing him.
âI was.â He met my eyes. âAnd I canât imagine a KATO agent who was truly brainwashed would put themselves through that. You hadto want it.â
I gripped the arms of the chair, trying not to think of how good it felt to have the Gerex in my blood.
âSo,â he said, bringing me back. âWhat can you tell me about KATO?â
I moved to the edge of my seat, preparing myself. I didnât waste time asking what he already knew. Instead I told him everything I could, starting with KATOâs original intentions. The organization was designed to be a division of North Koreaâs intelligence agency with a special focus on utilizing the skills of younger agents. The program was so successful, it quickly became a priority to recruit potential agents as young as possible. The younger KATO could get their claws into someone, the more power and control they would have, which was why kids became their target.
Some parents gave over their kids willingly, thinking they were giving a great service to their country, while others were blackmailed into the situation. They got the rest of their agents by taking advantage of easily manipulated orphans. As far as I knew, I was the only kid taken to send some kind of message.
I also told Simmonds where their headquarters was, and how they operated. I told him about some of the things I had stolen and the people Iâd killed, but I kept it limited to the bigger assignments. Iâd done far too much damage on KATOâs behalf to list everything. The whole exchange took hours, and it was as equally freeing as it was terrifying.
Simmonds listened attentively, and waited until I had finished to speak. âI can imagine they told you some tales about the IDA?â
I nodded. âThey spent the first four years drilling into me howmeddlesome, intrusive, and evil all of you were,â I said. âThey did everything they could to make me hate you, but it never felt right.â I rubbed my palms anxiously on my knees. âWhen they thought they had me, they told me my parents were IDA spies. I didnât believe them at first, but they had video and other evidence. It was supposed to motivate me against them and against the IDA even more. They wanted me to feel betrayed that my parents not only lied to me, but were working for the people I was supposed to hate. But ultimately, it made me feel like I had a way out.â
Simmonds studied me momentarily, then shifted a little closer. âYou should know that Iâve been trying to get you back since they took you. It was six years before they put you in the field, correct?â
I nodded, my face tight and focused, unable to hide how much he had just surprised me.
âOnce they did, you were so well trained that I couldnât get to you,â he said. âAnd based on what we know now, it seems it would have been hard to persuade you to leave.â He shook his head. âI had hoped when you were finally retrieved you wouldnât still be tied to them.â
A small humorless laugh snuck out of me. âIâll always be tied to them.â His expression didnât change. âDid you work here when I was kidnapped?â
âI did,â he said.
âThen you knew my parents?â
His eyes darkened a fraction. âI was very close with them.â
I swallowed hard and ignored the weight that dropped in my stomach. âTheyâre dead, arenât they?â
He held my eyes, preparing me. But I was prepared. Iâd beenprepared for yearsâsince KATO first told me the truth. âYour mother is.â
I sat up a little straighter. âAnd myâmy father?â
âHeâs alive,â Simmonds said with a small smile. âAt least, as far as we know. He left the agency
Matthew Woodring Stover; George Lucas