around her fingers; sheâd been both thrilled and regretful about this day since sheâd received her assignment in the mail almost a month ago.
Looking at her parents, she wondered whether, without her there, they would ever speak again.
In the center of the dock, amid cries and laughter, neighing and clanging, bursts of accordion and fiddle, Constance Stone shookher sisterâs hand formally, then gave Faithâs French boyfriend a brief nod.
âGood-bye, then,â she said stiffly, taking a step toward the ship. Unable to contain herself, however, she immediately turned back to her sister.
âYou know you should be boarding with me,â Constance said through her teeth, gesturing toward the enormous ship before them. âIf you had any sense of duty whatsoever, any feeling of responsibility toward the familyââ
âFor years youâve moaned about how lacking I am in notions of moral obligation,â Faith interrupted with a sly smile, stressing the last two words sarcastically. âI suppose you were right.â
Constance stood opposite her little sister, shaking her head in disdain. Faith, still baby-faced at twenty-three, was dressed in flowing, bohemian scarves and skirts, long beads, and a bejeweled turban. She looked ridiculous, a veritable circus performer. Both her hands were loosely wrapped around the arm of her beau, Michel. He was some eight years older, dressed in dark workerâs clothes, though his boots were spattered in paint of every color.
âIndeed!â Constance sniffed, turning again.
âBon voyage!â Michel, unable to follow their conversation, smiled sweetly.
âAdieu,â Constance said to them both, then walked away with no further hesitation.
As she approached the ship, she heaved a sigh of relief. On the long train ride from Paris she had hardly said a word to Faith, much less Michel. After the tense atmosphere of the last few days, it was refreshing to be alone, to take respite from bitter words, curt replies, and silent glares.
She had gone to Paris at her fatherâs bidding, to bring her sister home, with hopes that her reappearance would improve their motherâs condition. Faithâs refusal had made the entire expedition a waste of time. Constance thought of her own daughters, crying onthe platform as her New Yorkâbound train pulled out of the station in Worcester, and of her husbandâs utter vexation.
She had gone against her husbandâs wishes, and to what end? Faith had been unwilling to leave her new life in Paris. Whether her return would have helped their mother was beside the point.
Walking toward the ship, Constance saw a few newspaper men up ahead. Reporters were craning their necks looking for a good story while photographers took pictures; there was a cameraman there as well, capturing the event for a newsreel. Just in case she were caught on camera, she quickly adjusted the big loopy tie at her neck, smoothed her skirt, and, breathing deeply, wiped the last traces of scowl from her face.
She was wearing the same traveling suit she had purchased for the voyage east, to Europe, just a few weeks before. Sheâd felt so elegant when sheâd tried it on: a long black skirt, a white silk blouse, a large red bow around the neck, all set off by an airy gray hat. But when Georgeâby then resigned to the fact that she was traveling to Europe on her own, but still bitterâhad seen it, heâd teased her.
âOh, my dear!â heâd shouted. âHow clever you are! Youâll match the ship! Look, black, white, funnel red, topped with a puff of smoke!â
Constance, taken aback by her husbandâs nasty tone, not to mention his rare burst of imagination, had tried to find something else, but it was too late. Now, walking toward the Paris, she hoped no one else would make that connection, especially those newspapermen. She could just see the caption: âProvincial
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