Creed of Redemption (S.I.N. Rock Star Trilogy #2) Read Free Page A

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    “Promise, Xander, or I’ll have them turn this bus around and take me back. That’s not what I’m here for.”
    “Fine, princess. I know you have to experience it all. It’s just, to me, you’re still my baby sister. I respect what you’re asking so I promise to lay off.” He pulls me into a hug.
    “Thank you.”
    “Of course. Just know the bedroom is open to anyone when we’re not rehearsing. If you want to go in there for a nap, just to get away from the testosterone for bit, or just whatever. It has a bigger walk-in shower in the master bath too. The smaller one is toward the front of the bus.”
    Xander grabs my hand to show me the room. Just wow. This bedroom is so luxurious. The bed looks so plush. I just want to get lost in that thread count. Oh and the mirrors. They’re everywhere. I bet some kinky shit will go down in here. My heart sinks a little when I think about that kinky shit being with Diesel.
    “It’s really nice Xander,” I muster without tearing up.
    “Mhmm. Desiree did a good job. She got this bus for us.” He beams with pride. “You should check out the glass shower and jacuzzi tub in here.”
    “Maybe another time. A nap really does sound good right now. Brooke and I were up half the night talking, getting our last bit of girl time in before I left.” This all feels overwhelming all of a sudden. I’m both excited, and scared shitless. I can feel my unresolved feelings for Diesel trying to resurrect themselves and he’s made it clear that he has moved on. He’s already counting down the time until he can use that bedroom. I’ll never sleep in there and I don’t know how to prepare myself to listen to him fucking someone else. My bunk is close to the master bedroom, so hearing what goes down in there is inevitable. I remember how much it hurt that day when I realized he fucked Brooke’s cousin, Sasha. I didn’t have to listen to it, it was enough just to know she had a piece of him. We weren’t even in a relationship at the time. This is a fucking disaster waiting to happen, and I have no choice but to watch it play out. He’s no longer mine.

 
    W e’ve been on the road two hours now, but Lourdes still hasn’t come out from her bunk to join us. Who knows if she’s still napping. I know I was somewhat of an insensitive douche earlier, but I had to set the tone. If she had any doubts about things remaining between us or rekindling what we had, I had to nip that shit in the bud. I’m not going back to that being that man she once knew. She wanted to join us so she will have to get used to seeing me fuck other bitches.
    The guys are already drinking beers to celebrate our new beginning. Even Lily has a beer. She’s sitting on Xander’s lap and it’s pretty evident that he’s pussy whipped. There will be no groupie ass for him—oh well, more for me. They’re being so loud, nobody notices when Lourdes comes into the room wiping her eyes. Holy fuck ! My dick stands at complete attention in a nanosecond. She’s wearing some skimpy fucking black gym shorts that barely cover the bottom of her ass cheeks. With her arms raised to wipe the sleep from her eyes, a hint of silver jewelry sparkles from her navel. When the fuck did she get that?
    “You guys are loud,” she says groggily. You can hear a pin drop now. With the exception of Xander, I know every motherfucker in here just popped a boner. That petite waist and curvaceous ass are beckoning me to pull her in that room and be the first to christen that fucking bed.
    “Uh, Lourdes. Where are your clothes, princess?” Xander is trying to be sweet about it, but I know he can see the lust in our eyes. I hate that they’re seeing what I’m seeing, but she’s not mine.
    “Hush, Xander. These are clothes,” she says pulling her tank back down over her belly. Only now, her fucking tits bulge over the top and I can’t say shit.
    “I’m going to go ask Stewart how far we are from the next town. I’m starving,”