mouth one after another. If she did that, sheâd throw up.
Cedar was still chewing his brownies when Tess put on her boots and walked out of the hut. She came back a few minutes later carrying a metal bucket. Ashley and Cedar groaned.
âCouldnât you let us finish dessert first?â Cedar asked.
âYouâve had enough brownies.â Tess set the pail on the floor with a clang. âI was using the facilities and noticed that the toilet-paper bucket was full. Time to burn it.â
The brownie turned over in Tabithaâs stomach. âCanât it go in the outhouse?â
Tess shook her head. âBecause weâre at such a high altitude and the area is so environmentally sensitive, weâre not supposed to throw toilet paper in the outhouse. We burn it instead. The last people to use the hut didnât do their job, so weâll have to do it for them.â
Cedar grinned. âLooks like itâs Tabithaâs turn to do it. She was the last one in the lake today.â
Tabithaâs jaw dropped. Cedar was as bad as Ashley. How could she have thought he was nice?
âYou can all do it together,â Tess said. âIâll do the dishes.â
Cedar and Ashley glared at their mom. Tabitha almost laughedâthey looked so much alikeâuntil they turned their glare on her.
âGet going,â Tess said.
Ashley and Cedar grabbed two kindling pieces each from beside the woodstove and used them to pick up the toilet paper and feed it into the fire.
Tabitha did the same. It was the grossest thing sheâd ever done. Why did anyone choose to go hiking? First you tortured yourself climbing straight up a mountain, then you took an ice bath, ate disgusting food and finished it off by watching someoneâs poo burn.
Ashley leaned nearer to Tabitha. âI wish youâd never come on this trip,â she said.
Tabitha jerked back. The toilet paper fell off her sticks and onto the floor.
âAsh,â Cedar warned.
âIâm serious,â Ashley said. âThis used to be a trip for the four of us, and now here you are instead of Dad. Heâd never have let you on this trip. Youâre too weak to hike with us.â
Tabitha threw the toilet paper into the fire. The injustice of what Ashley had said turned her insides into burning coals. âI didnât want to be here in the first place,â she said. âMy parents made me come. I wish I could go homeâaway from here and away from you.â
Ashley raised her eyebrows. âWouldnât that be nice.â
Tabitha didnât bother replying. She brushed past Ashley and climbed the ladder to the loft.
CHAPTER THREE
Tabitha pulled on her pajamas while the rest of the family clomped around downstairs. Usually she peed before going to bed, but that would mean going back down through the hut again and going outside in her pjâs. She decided to wait until morning to brush her teeth too. She rummaged through her pack for her headlamp, tucked it beside her and crawled into her sleeping bag.
As sheâd done all summer, she put herself to sleep by reciting the Fibonacci string to herself. She had it memorized to 1597, but she still liked adding the numbers together in her head. 1+1=2. 1+2=3.
2+3=5. 3+5=8. Since she was little, sheâd fallen asleep by counting, but the Fibonacci string was way more interesting than counting by twos. Ashleyâs and Cedarâs voices drifted upstairs and broke her concentration.
âDid you hear about Jasonâs trip to Cerise Creek last year?â Ashley said.
âNo.â
âHe was walking to the outhouse, and he heard something in the bushes. Guess what it was?â
âA bear?
âNo, a snake!â
âBig deal,â Cedar said.
âIt was a rattler.â
âWhatever,â Cedar said.
Tabitha shivered in her sleeping bag. Could there be snakes way up at Lake Lovely Water? She hated snakes. 5+8=13.