back the tears. Why did Ashley always have to pick on her? Finally she stood up. âNothing broke. Theyâre made of some kind of plastic.â
Tess took the bowls from her. âWeâve had dishes like this at home for years. When Ashley was a baby, she threw them on the floor all the time.â
Ashley scowled and marched to the table, plopping onto a bench. Cedar grinned. âWe keep trying to break the ones at home âcause theyâre so ugly and Mom wonât buy new ones until theyâre all gone, but nothing works.â
Tabitha smiled. Cedar wasnât so bad sometimes.
Tess turned off the campstove and lit three candles on the table. Maxâs gentle panting filled the silence after the hissing of the gas stopped. âDinnerâs ready,â
Tess said. âLetâs eat.â
Tabitha sat on the bench at the opposite end of the table from Ashley, grateful to be out of everyoneâs way. Ashley served the chickpeas and millet, passing her an extra large serving. Tabitha eyed it. Had Ashley guessed how she felt about the food and done it on purpose? She took a bite. The flavor wasnât too bad, except for the spiciness, but the texture was awful. Mushy chickpeas mixed with gooey balls of millet. She choked down another bite.
Halfway through the bowl, she gave up. She was still hungry, but she couldnât face another chickpea. Using her spoon, she grouped the remaining chickpeas into piles, hoping that no one would notice that she wasnât eating. 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13. There wasnât enough room in her bowl for a group of 21.
âWhatâre you doing?â Ashley asked.
Tabitha shrugged and mushed all the chickpeas together.
âDonât you like the food my mom made?â Ashley asked, her voice loud and snarky.
âIâm just full.â
Ashley sneered. âWell, youâd better finish eating âcause you canât throw it out. We have to pack out what we pack in, and Iâm not carrying your leftovers home.â
âThatâs enough, Ashley,â Tess said.
Cedar reached for Tabithaâs bowl. âIâll eat it.â
Tabitha smiled in relief and passed Cedar her bowl.
âIâd like to propose a toast,â Tess said. She lifted her mug of water. âTo Dad. Iâm sure heâs watching us now, wishing he were here.â
Ashley and Cedar froze, then lifted their cups to clink with Tessâs. Tabitha raised hers in the air, not quite touching the others.
âTo Dad,â they whispered.
âTo Uncle Bruce,â Tabitha said. She followed Tessâs gaze to the kitchen, where the box with the ashes sat on the top shelf of the open cabinet beside the matches and a tin of tea.
âItâs strange being here without him, isnât it?â Tess said.
Cedar nodded. His eyes glistened in the candlelight.
Tabitha tried to shrink into the bench. Uncle Bruce had died in a mountaineering accident fifteen months earlier. This was the first time the family had been on their annual Thanksgiving hike to Lake Lovely Water since his death.
The fire crackled in the woodstove, and Tess jumped up, breaking the tension at the table. She opened the black door and added another log. âGood job on the fire, Cedar. Dad couldnât have done any better.â
Cedar smiled. âThanks.â
Ashley scowled and muttered into her bowl.
âWhat?â Cedar said.
âI said, Yes, he would have .â
âWould have what?â asked Tess.
âWould have made a better fire.â
âI was complimenting Cedar,â Tess said. âThat doesnât mean I was saying bad things about your father.â
Cedar scooped up the last of Tabithaâs chickpeas. âForget it.â
âHow about some dessert?â Tess held a squished bag of one-bite brownies over the table.
âSounds good,â said Cedar, grabbing four. Tabitha watched in amazement as he popped them into his
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