one of my blood! Brave one of Igbo land! Brave one in the middle of so much blood! Owner of riches in the dwelling place of spirit Okigbo is the one I am calling! Nzomalizo! In memory of the poet Christopher Okigbo (1932–1967) Translated from the Igbo by Ifeanyi Menkiti After a War After a war life catches desperately at passing hints of normalcy like vines entwining a hollow twig; its famished roots close on rubble and every piece of broken glass. Irritations we used to curse return to joyous tables like prodigals home from the city … The meter man serving my maiden bill brought a friendly face to my circle of sullen strangers and me smiling gratefully to the door. After a war we clutch at watery scum pulsating on listless eddies of our spent deluge…. Convalescent dancers rising too soon to rejoin their circle dance our powerless feet intent as before but no longer adept contrive only half-remembered eccentric steps. After years of pressing death and dizzy last-hour reprieves we're glad to dump our fears and our perilous gains together in one shallow grave and flee the same rueful way we came straight home to haunted revelry. Christmas 1971
Poems Not About War Love Song (for Anna) Bear with me my love in the hour of my silence; the air is crisscrossed by loud omens and songbirds fearing reprisals of middle day have hidden away their notes wrapped up in leaves of cocoyam…. What song shall I sing to you my love when a choir of squatting toads turns the stomach of day with goitrous adoration of an infested swamp and purple-headed vultures at home stand sentry on the rooftop? I will sing only in waiting silence your power to bear my dream for me in your quiet eyes and wrap the dust of our blistered feet in golden anklets ready for the return someday of our banished dance. Love Cycle At dawn slowly the Sun withdraws his long misty arms of embrace. Happy lovers whose exertions leave no aftertaste nor slush of love's combustion; Earth perfumed in dewdrop fragrance wakes to whispers of soft-eyed light…. Later he will wear out his temper plowing the vast acres of heaven and take it out on her in burning darts of anger. Long accustomed to such caprice she waits patiently for evening when thoughts of another night will restore his mellowness and her power over him. Question Angled sunbeam lowered like Jacob's ladder through sky's peephole pierced in the roof to my silent floor and bared feet. Are these your creatures these crowding specks stomping your lighted corridor to a remote sun, like doped acrobatic angels gyrating at needlepoint to divert a high unamused god? Or am I sole stranger in a twilight room I called my own overrun and possessed long ago by myriads more as yet invisible in all this surrounding penumbra? Answer I broke at last the terror-fringed fascination that bound my ancient gaze to those crowding faces of plunder and seized my remnant life in a miracle of decision between white- collar hands and shook it like a cheap watch in my ear and threw it down beside me on the earth floor and rose to my feet. I made of their shoulders and heads bobbing up and down a new ladder and leaned it on their sweating flanks and ascended till midair my hands so new to harshness could grapple the roughness of a prickly day and quench the source that fed turbulence to their feet. I made a dramatic descent that day landing backways into crouching shadowsinto potsherds of broken trance. I flung open long-disused windows and doors and saw my hut new-swept by rainbow brooms of sunlight become my home again on whose trysting floor waited my proud vibrant life. Beware, Soul Brother We are the men of soul men of song we measure out our joys and agonies too, our long, long passion week in paces of the dance. We have come to know from surfeit of suffering that even the Cross need not be a dead