fed Natalie, given Karl fish fingers and beans, and made herself some toast. Gary had said he wasnât hungry. Her mum had asked her to take the kids round some time that afternoon so she could give them their presents and even though it meant carting the pushchair off and on two buses, Michelle thought sheâd better make the effort. First thing in the morning, her parents would be off up the Al to Darlington to have their Christmas dinner with Michelleâs older sister, Marie, and her family. Three-bedroom semi, thatâs what they had. Picked it up dirt cheap after it was repossessed.
âMichelle!â Garyâs voice from the back.
âYes?â
âLend us a hand, will you?â
âBe there in a minute.â
âNo, now.â
The kettle was coming to the boil, Natalie was getting into a right old grizzle, Karl was calling something from the front room and she couldnât tell what; sheâd thought while the tea was mashing, sheâd see if there was mincemeat enough left to make some more mince pies. Last sheâd made were almost as good as you could buy in the shop.
âMichelle! You coming or what?â
Michelle sighed and pushed the teapot to one side. Through the open front-room door, she could see Karl painstakingly climbing on to the settee so he could roll back off.
âYou be careful now,â she called at him on the way past. âYouâll only hurt yourself.â
âHere,â Gary said, pointing. âSteady that for me there.â
âWhere?â
âJesus Christ, girl! There!â
Michelle pushed two fingers against the top of the hinge, her thumb against the bottom.
âOkay, now budge over, give me room to get the screwdriver to it.â
She could hear his breathing clearly, loud and slightly ragged beneath his shirt. He hated doing jobs like this.
âRight. Whatever you do, donât let go. Hold it firm. Push.â
There was a shout, sudden and loud, from inside the house and she knew that Karl had fallen and hurt himself.
Gary sensed her move and stopped it. âIâll be done in a minute. Hang on.â
âItâs Karl, he â¦â
âI said bloody hang on!â
Gary gave a final turn and the screw splintered sideways through the wood of the frame, jerking the screwdriver from his hand. The hinge fell away from Michelleâs fingers and the whole door slid sharply outwards, wrenching the bottom hinge away with it.
âFuck!â Gary yelled. âSodding bastard fuck!â
âGary!â Michelle called. âDonât.â
From somewhere, blood seemed to be running between her fingers, collecting inside her hand.
Karl was standing close by the doorway, fists jammed against his eyes, mouth widening through a succession of screams.
âFuck!â Gary swore again, kicking at the frame. âAnd you,â he said, grabbing Karl by both arms and lifting him into the air. âYou want something to bloody cry about!â He dropped his son towards the floor and before he could land, had cracked his hand, hard as he could, back across Karlâs face.
Three
âCrying out for it, she was?
Meal time in the canteen and Divine, relieved from his duties at the hospital, was telling Kevin Naylor about his encounter with Staff Nurse Bruton over the drugs trolley. A year or so back, Naylor would have been impressed; now his expression was, to put it mildly, skeptical.
âNo, she was. Straight up.â
âTold you, did she?â Naylor asked. âI mean, you know, came right out and said it?â
Divine dipped one of his chips into the pool of brown sauce spreading across his plate. âDonât need to say , do they? Know whatâs what, you can tell.â He pointed his fork across at Naylor, sprinkling the table with sauce. âLot of your problem, you and Debbie â¦â
âDebbie and I donât have a problem.â
âFor now,