for that line?â
âYes. Although usually a line isnât involved.â
âItâs a darn shame.â She eased away, a pitying expression on her face.
âWhat?â
âYou should really do something about your self-confidence. Surgery. Rehab. There must be some treatment. The miracles of modern medicineââ
âArenât miracles,â he finished.
âNo?â
âItâs science.â
âReally?â There was a spark of interest now.
âAbsolutely.â
âYou donât believe in miracles?â She rested her arm on the table as she angled her body toward him.
âI never underestimate the power of the human spirit. But a miracle?â He shook his head. âIf I canât see or touch it, I donât believe it exists.â
âWhat about love?â
Oddly enough, he was pretty sure the question wasnât Cindy being flirtatious. If an invitation to his bed was her goal, sheâd be in his arms on the dance floor right now. Instead of having her soft curves pressed against him and the scent of her skin snarling his senses, they were having an existential discussion regarding the reality of love.
âI donât believe in it.â
âYouâre kidding, right?â she asked.
âNo.â
In the NICU heâd seen worried parents who almost literally willed a tiny scrap of humanity born too soon, a being that theyâd only just met face to face, to live. Was that love? He didnât know. It hadnât existed in his life. Thereâd been buckets of money that his father spent copious amounts of time making. His mother got tired of trying to get her husbandâs attention and turned to her âprojects.â
Nathan had tried his hand at love. Heâd married a woman he liked and respected. But there was no doubt in his mind that if she hadnât died in a car accident, their trial separation would have turned into an amicable divorce. He missed her, as his best friend. Nothing deeper than that existed in his world. He had no frame of reference for love.
Enough with the self-examination, he thought. He was a doctor, trained to act swiftly and decisively in an emergency. Hesitation could cost lives. And as Cindy had pointed out, his self-confidence needed immediate resuscitation.
He stood, then took her hand and pulled her to her feet. âWeâre wasting a perfectly good waltz.â
Heâd expected some rebellion in the ranks, but apparently he had surprise on his side. She didnât pull away but followed almost meekly as he led her through the maze of tables littered with half-eaten cheesecake and hastily abandoned cloth napkins.
On the dance floor he slid his arm around her waist and nestled her against him. She wasnât as tall as heâd thought. It was probably that big attitude of hers generating the illusion. He was used to willowy women, but he could rest his chin on the top of Cindyâs head and somehow the fit felt just right. Despite her tongue-in-cheek comments about prosthetics and pronounced limps, she was light on her feet and had no problem following his lead. It felt as if theyâd been dancing together for years.
Nathan gave brief thought to making conversation, then decided if he kept his mouth shut, he couldnât put his foot in it. The sweet fragrance of her skin filled his head, more intoxicating than any alcohol heâd ever tasted. Thoughts of her in his arms somewhere private, with the sexy, strapless dress on the floor around her feet was temptation with a capital T . He was already planning the strategy to make that happen because it had been hard enough to get her in his arms for a dance.
The music ended and he was about to make his pitch when she backed away. The almost stricken expression on her face puzzled him.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothing. I have to go.â
âItâs not late,â he protested.
âIt is for