youâll excuse meâ¦â Moving away, she hurried towards the cloakroom before the tears she was holding back began to fall.
When the dance was over Ethan and Kirstie went to where Ben was standing still transfixed by the food and his father asked, âWhereâs your mother, Ben?â
âEr, I donât know,â he replied. âShe was talking to Dr Balfour and then she went.â
âWent where?â
âI donât know.â
It added up, Ethan thought grimly. Francine talkingto sharp-tongued Barbara and then disappearing. She must have gone home.
âI wonât be long,â he told them both. âIâm going to find her.â
As he hurried out into the lamp-lit gardens his step faltered. She was standing beside an ornamental pool, looking down into it sombrely, and he sighed. Francine had been right, he thought. It would have been better if she hadnât come.
If heâd been there when Barbara had accosted her he wouldnât have allowed it, but he hadnât been and where everyone else had been pleasant enough, that wasnât her style.
âDo you want to go home?â he asked when he reached her side.
She shook her head, âNo, Ethan. Iâm sure I deserved to hear what Barbara had to say. You told me not to spoil the childrenâs Christmas and I wonât. I just came out to get a breath of air, thatâs all. Letâs go back inside.â
For the rest of the evening she was how she used to be. Smiling and relaxed. Dancing with the children in turn and laughing when Ben said, âI donât mind dancing with you, Maman , but I donât want to do it with soppy girls.â
âWhat about you and Kirstie dancing all the way to the headland?â she teased. âYou didnât mind that, did you?â
âNo, not really, but Dad said I had to because he wanted to dance with Phoebe.â
âOh, I see.â And she felt she did.
Phoebe Howard was a lovely, uncomplicated girl who, the story went, had been deserted by her partner when pregnant. It was understandable that she might beattracted to someone like Ethan, and that he should be attracted to her after what sheâd done to him over the last few months.
Yet Phoebe wasnât there tonight and it wouldnât be because she hadnât been asked. Surgery staff would have been invited because the bride worked there and the district nurse would be included, but as Phoebe would still be on maternity leave and didnât live locally, maybe she didnât want to spend too much time away from the baby.
On the other hand, it could be that the young single mother had seen her when sheâd danced back to the square with Ethan and had gone because sheâd observed that his wife had turned up.
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It was time to leave, the wedding couple were starting their honeymoon in the morning and Ethan was having a last word with Lucas before they left regarding him being in charge of his property while they were away.
On their return his friend would be bringing Jenna to The Old Chart House next door to theirs, which Lucas had bought and refurbished when heâd come to live in the village.
When Ethan joined them and the four of them went to where heâd parked the car there was silence amongst them. Kirstie and Ben were tired because it had been a long and exciting day. Ethan was contemplating the misery of spending the night with Francine in the spare room, and she was envying the wedding couple for the freshness and simplicity of their love.
Theirs had been like that for a long time, hadnât lost the magic, until Ethan had taken charge of the practice and been so keen to make a success of it that sheâdthought a few times that she and the children came second, just as Jenna and her father had come second to it during Barbara Balbourâs reign.
Sheâd been twenty-eight and Ethan thirty years old when theyâd had a fairy-tale wedding in