hoochie-koochie, read stories by Kipling and built snowmen. Spring was coming, and I knew that soon there would be talk of Jennifer, Chuck and Chase moving south again. They had been with us nearly a year, and I knew we werenât the Waltons. It hadnât been an easy winter and some days our big house felt small, yet I fought tears whenever I thought of them leaving.
Once again fate stepped in. An injury to my back required surgery and held me prisoner in our bedroom for nearly four months. Jennifer and Chuck delayed their departure again. Since Jennifer, Chuck and Bob were now working, Chase went to day care. I would wait in bed, listening for the sound of him coming through the back door and pounding his way upstairs to my bedroom. I delighted in listening to him as he sat on the end of the bed and told me about his busy day at âschool.â He shared garbled stories of coloring, cutting and pasting construction paper.
That summer we watched and rewatched the Princess Bride, Zorro, Rikki-Tikki-Tavi and countless other favorite movies with heroes and villains. Chase was as content to read books and watch movies with me that long summer as he had been to berry pick and hike the summer before. Yet I knew that autumn weather would once again bring talk of a move south.
The day did come when Chuck gathered their belongings into the truck and left on the ferry, and a few days later Bob and I took Jennifer and Chase to the airport to join him. I blinked back hot tears as we checked them in for a flight to Seattle. They might as well be moving to the moon. I knew that we would be lucky to see each other once a year. Chase would turn four soon. I doubted that heâd even remember me in a couple of months. I was certain everyone in the airport could hear my heart breaking.
Our house was horribly quiet those first weeks after they left for Oklahoma. I spent time building a small photo album for Chase, hoping that heâd remember his instant grandma in Alaska. I called Oklahoma often, though it was difficult to have a long telephone conversation with a three-year-old. My heart broke as he asked, âGrandma, come see me now. When am I coming home to Alaska? How is Papa?â And, âGrandma, do you know that in Oklahoma you canât even grow blueberries? Could you please send me blueberry bushes to grow?â I treasured each little chat we had.
The months passed and we got photos from Jennifer, a lot of e-mails and periodic phone calls from Chase. For his fourth birthday I sent him a video about a kangaroo in Australia. Chase loved the movie and hurried to ask Jennifer if he could have a kangaroo. After all, they had some acreage and enough room for a kangaroo. Jennifer wisely told him, âItâs okay with me, but go ask your dad.â A very disappointed Chase returned to the kitchen to tell Jennifer that his dad said âno.â Then his face lit with a great idea. In a small whisper he said to Jennifer, âLetâs call Grandma in Alaska. Sheâll send us one!â
When Jennifer told me the kangaroo story, I knew that Iâd made it. I was someoneâs grandmother, not for an instant, but forever.
Valerie A. Horner
A Grandmother Again
E very child born into the world is a new thought of God, an ever-fresh and radiant possibility.
Kate Douglas Wiggin
Each time is like the first time. Iâm a grandmother again.
Ryan was my first grandchild, and I thought nothing could surpass the feeling. He expanded my life the moment I felt his finger curl around mine. My world was never the same again.
Jenny blew in during a snowstorm, and the moment she set her dark eyes upon mine, I was her prisoner.
Jakeâs smile was in his eyes, and when he opened them during our introduction, I wondered how I could have thought life was complete without his presence.
And now my daughter-in-law Liz has given birth to Ben. I think of him as gentle Ben because, though his cry is gusty, his
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