nights were cool, and a propane heater had been blowing hot air intothe building for twenty-four hours so it would be a toasty ninety-five degrees Fahrenheit for the chicks, most of whom were only hours old.
Kate stepped out of the way a second time. She wanted to tell the men that they didnât have to throw the chicks at the feed line the way they did. It seemed so cruel. But she didnât say anything or interfere. She wasnât supposed to get involvedâjust keep the dog away, open the doors, and check on the delivery afterward.
While she waited for the two workers to finish dumping their delicate cargo, Kate sat on the toolshedâs cement steps. Arms crossed and hugging her elbows, she thought about her father. She was glad he wasnât suffering anymore, but she was going to miss him so much. All those long Scrabble games, his corny jokes and hearty laugh, his big bear hugs, even the war-injured knee that gave him a heads-up when it was going to rain.
And J.T. Was he back at the detention center? Had he and Miss Laurie stopped somewhere for lunch? It was a long way out to western Maryland. Was he glad he had come to the funeral? Had he seen them? Did he have any idea what Kate had done to find that trumpet and get him there . . . ?
*
Kate thought back to the day her father died and how, the same afternoon, she had defied her mother by unlocking her brotherâs bedroom to begin her search for the instrument.
She understood why her mother had closed up J.T.âs room after his conviction in juvenile court. âNo one goes in there, do you hear?â Red-rimmed eyes and the way her mother held a hand, limp on her chest, were clues that beneath a hard shell ofanger, a heart had been broken. But hers wasnât the only heart to break. Downstairs on the couch, Kateâs father, too sick to go to court, didnât speak until the next day. And Kate was left to wonder if hearing about how they took J.T. away in handcuffs hadnât hastened her fatherâs death seven weeks later.
Kateâs world had been tipped upside down, too. And while she knew why J.T.âs room was shut off, she also knew there was a key to unlock all the bedroom doors in her motherâs jewelry box. The top tray of necklaces, rings, and pins lifted out. Underneath was where her mother stored important things like keys, baby teeth, old silver dollars, and the Purple Heart Kateâs father had been awarded after he was wounded. Kate and her brother had secretly examined these treasures many times. Kate simply plucked out the key she needed.
She had only an hour that day to get into J.T.âs room and find the trumpet before her family returned from the hospital where Kateâs father had died. Still, she hesitated once more before putting the key into the lock. She didnât want to disobey. She loved her mother, even if her mother had changed. Kate thought to herself that she would gently explain how it was her fatherâs wish, whispered to her during a final visit, that J.T. would play taps at his funeralâeven though Kate suspected her mother would forbid it. But this is what made it so hard: While it was true that her brother had made a terrible mistake that shamed the family, it wasnât his fault that their father got sick. It wasnât right for their mother to blame him for that, too! But she did, forbidding him to be at the funeral.
It was a tough call going against her motherâs orders, but Kate was changing as well. She had already started doing thingsâadult thingsâthat most kids her age didnât do. She put the key into the lock and turned it.
When she entered J.T.âs bedroom that day, a wall of stuffy, hot air hit her because both of the windows had been closed and the air-conditioning unit turned off. She hadnât been in the room for weeksâno one had since J.T. leftâand it startled Kate to see that her brotherâs bed had never