she’d asked him too many times before to use a glass. He was a senior in high school, full of testosterone and feelings of male invincibility. “Tony,” she asked quietly. “Please use a glass. And close the door. You’re letting all the cold air out.” He took a few more gulps before closing the lid on the carton and putting it back on the top shelf of the refrigerator. His movements were slow and deliberate as he closed the door and turned to face her. “What does it matter to you? You’re not the one paying the bills.” “And neither are you. It’s Joe who’s working his ass off to keep the lights on around here.” Something washed across his features that looked like shame. But it vanished as quickly as it appeared. His mouth twisted. He took a step closer to her. “I’ve got a job. I help out where I can. When are you going to get a real job, princess? When are you going to stop playing house with us and go out into the real world?” She straightened her shoulders, forcing herself to stand firm and to not reveal how much his words hurt. He was a few inches taller than she. She was suddenly aware, as she’d never been before, of how much his body had filled out in the last year or two. His shoulders were broader, his arms more muscular. The planes and angles of his face were more chiseled. He was becoming a man. But he was behaving like a boy. “I have a real job.” “Yeah. Working for your mom and dad. The interview process for that must have been real grueling. Why aren’t you at your job now? I’m eighteen. I can take care of Sylvie. We don’t need you here playing mother anymore.” She put her hands on her hips. As much as she tried to keep an even keel, she couldn’t prevent her voice from raising a couple of decibels. “You may be eighteen. But you still act like you’re twelve. And you can gripe all you want about what I’m doing here. I’m not leaving. I am your brother’s girlfriend. I have a right to be here.” His face reddened. His eyes narrowed in a look of resentment. “You’re just a convenience. Joe doesn’t have time to find a real girlfriend.” Her mouth fell open. Her heart constricted with pain. It was the most hurtful thing Tony had ever said to her. In the past, she’d been able to brush aside his antagonism, maintaining sympathy for the fact that he’d lost both of his parents in a tragic fire when he was only twelve years old. His antipathy towards her was normal and understandable. He had put up boundaries a few weeks after the funeral, making it very clear to Julia that she was not and never would be a replacement for his mother. And she’d respected those boundaries. She’d been able to work around the bad times with him because there had been some good times, too. Like the time when he was fourteen, and they’d all gone to Narragansett Beach, and he’d tried to teach her how to surf. He’d been very patient with her awkward attempts to stay upright on the board; there’d been a lot of teasing and laughter that day. Or the time when he was sixteen and going on his first real date. He’d asked her for advice on what to wear and how to behave like a proper gentleman. Or that hot August Saturday afternoon, just before he turned eighteen, when the two of them had been waiting for Joe while he met with a client in South Kingstown. They’d had a few hours to kill, and Tony decided to take her crabbing. They’d stopped at a local market to buy a pack of chicken wings and some twine and then drove to one of Tony’s secret fishing spots along Point Judith Pond, a place that his father had taken him and Joe to fish when they were boys. He’d parked the car in the shade at the end of a bumpy, unpaved, densely tree-lined road, retrieved their purchased items from the trunk along with a fishing net and a bucket and led her down an almost invisible path to the water’s edge. There hadn’t been anyone else around. The day had been hot and humid.